Superstar's Development Diary-Chapter 774 - 775: Every debt has its debtor

He Jinxia looked at him and said calmly, "Brother Luo, just say what you want to say, as long as it’s not about Sheng Yan, I’m in a good mood."

Luo You looked at him wordlessly, thinking, can you not show off your love in front of me under such a serious atmosphere?!

Her interruption seemed to relieve Luo You of his emotional burden, and he said, "Actually, it’s not as complicated as you might think. The person I sent discovered that she’s been seeing a psychologist recently because she’s developed some psychological issues and needs regular counseling and medication.

One time, that person sneaked into the hospital, pretending to be a patient wandering outside the counseling room, and just happened to overhear Li Zimu’s conversation with the psychologist.

Li Zimu was somewhat out of control at the time, yelling at the doctor that it wasn’t intentional, she really didn’t mean it, and in her confusion, she even yelled out your name.

She said you were fine too, nothing happened... He immediately thought there was something juicy and took some measure to obtain the conversation that Li Zimu had with the psychologist in the counseling room that day."

Thinking of the content he had seen, Luo You spoke with a hint of bitterness and a slightly cold voice, "It turns out, at the time you went to the ’Strongest Female Trainee’ recording site, after you used the stage rig, Li Zimu and the others went up for another rehearsal.

Li Zimu also used the stage rig and felt that it was a bit unstable. After some investigation, she discovered that a screw holding the pieces together had come loose.

She didn’t report this to the director’s team but simply told them that she would not need the rig when she went on stage later, keeping the incident to herself."

"Li Zimu had harbored the thought of harming you at the time! When she saw you perform on stage without the rig, she thought you knew something and was scared out of her wits...

Then later, you had a car accident, and she felt that she was partly to blame. The pressure was too much, and she couldn’t sleep at night, so she had to see a psychologist.

The psychologist diagnosed that she had internalized all the blame for your accident, putting heavy pressure on herself, and subconsciously kept hypnotizing herself that she had done nothing to harm you.

But because the hypnosis wasn’t deep enough, coupled with her career setbacks and the abuse she faced online, she felt deep down that she was the one who had caused your harm.

On the one hand, she sought relief, on the other hand, she sank into self-abandonment, with these two emotions intertwined, thus forming a contradictory psyche."

He Jinxia snorted coldly and with derision in his eyes, "To put it simply, she’s just feeling guilty because she’s done something wrong."

Luo You looked at her, "What do you plan to do?"

He Jinxia pondered for a while before asking in return, "Actually, there’s something I don’t understand. When I was still in the group, Li Zimu and Zhang Yingru conspired to drug me with hormones. Why weren’t they feeling guilty back then?

Now she’s done nothing but keep a secret, and she’s scaring herself to death?"

Throughout the year, He Jinxia had been plotting against the JY girl group, and Luo You’s understanding of their complicated relationship had grown from vague to quite clear. He mused,

"Human thoughts and emotions are very complex. If you’re in a stable and harmonious environment, your mindset is not likely to change. But if you’re in a particularly harsh environment, you might do things that seem completely out of character.

For example, a wife might endure her husband’s abuse for ten years, doing all the cooking and cleaning, and then one day, she might snap and stab him, or decide to get a divorce.

Or say someone has been under financial pressure for a long time, initially borrowing small amounts of money and thinking it’s no big deal, but as the debt builds up, the weight of it can make someone contemplate suicide as a way out.

Over a decade ago when the stock market had a major crash, many people couldn’t bear the reality of the sudden plunge, and a lot of them jumped off buildings overnight."

From my perspective, Li Zimu might’ve felt a certain perverse sense of security because she wasn’t the only one who harbored malicious thoughts toward you before, so she thought, "Well, there’s someone else to share the blame with me."

But after Zhang Yingru left, she was isolated in the company, continuously ostracized at work, facing one challenge after another. Netizens mocked her too, and under enormous pressure, she began to question her own actions, which is why she suddenly felt uneasy."

He Jinxia let out a light snort and muttered quietly, "Does she have to be driven to a dead end, to finally realize her mistakes?

Unfortunately, it’s too late; everything is too late. Now she wants to atone, but it’s too late..."

Luo You couldn’t make out what she was saying and asked, "Jinxia, what do you plan to do next?"

He Jinxia came back to her senses and said indifferently, "What can I do? Because she’s my enemy, should I stop pressing her just because she’s mentally unstable?

She is indeed pitiable now, but wasn’t I pitiable back then? Every debt has a debtor, and everything she inflicted on me, I’ll return it, one by one, in my own way."

No pain is greater than death.

She turned around, her calm voice carried by the wind into Luo You’s ears, "Continue to suppress her, cut her resources even further, and besides, let Zhang Yingru know about her condition. Next up, it’s her turn."

The people she wanted to take revenge on couldn’t escape, not a single one!

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After another week of continuous shooting, the crew could finally change locations, leaving behind the place where gunfire could be heard at any time, the unchanging mountains, and the dusty earth roads that kicked up dirt whenever someone rode a bicycle.

But a change in scenery did not bring as much peace as imagined.

In this war-torn country of L, there are few cities where the sound of gunfire is completely absent, and the people who live in the cities have grown accustomed to it, managing to laugh and chat amiably even amidst a barrage of gunshots.

Once you get used to it, it’s actually no big deal.

So, the new location to which He Jinxia and the crew came was still frustratingly accompanied by gunfire.

Everyone had expected to arrive at a better place, but this place was only slightly more populated than the last; the overall environment was the same.

However, after nearly a month of filming, they had grown accustomed to it. If they didn’t try to adapt, they would eventually go insane from this place!

Everyone continued to work under high pressure. He Jinxia and Gong Hongyu in the crew faced the greatest pressure because the smooth progress of the filming depended on them. If they didn’t perform well, the schedule would be delayed.

On them lay not just the pressure from the environment and themselves, but also the eager expectations of others.

He Jinxia was already used to this and had adapted to performing normally under such pressure during filming.

As for Gong Hongyu, perhaps due to her prior professional experiences, she seemed to take the pressure in stride, as if she felt none at all.