Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 126: You left me

Yujun’s POV

Jaehyun is frozen with blood dripping from his fist, the only movement I see is the rise and fall of his chest from harsh breathing.

"I am pregnant" I say to him and to myself.

Knowing that we both need to hear it, I need to affirm it to myself, and I need to let him hear it.

The look on his face is priceless as he takes in the information.

I watch as the beastly red of his eyes slowly disappears, and the brown I have grown to love shows.

His lips part in surprise and his eyes go round, making him look like a pup despite the stubble on his face and the hair falling over his face.

I miss him.

I want to pull him to myself and kiss him. I want to tell him about how clueless I was about the pup growing inside me...but I’m still angry at him.

’Alpha’ my omega whines and I pull Chan closer to my body, diverting my attention to him when he lets out a pained groan.

"Are you okay?" I ask him and help him sit up, the alpha leans his weight on me, the pain must be too much.

"You’re bleeding so much" I say with worry.

A Kang getting hurt on the Choi territory can become a serious problem...one I don’t want to be involved in when my father still hates me

"Junnah" Jaehyun calls behind me, but I don’t respond or look back, I keep my attention on the alpha I am tending to.

"Junnah, look at me, please" he says with desperation as he grabs my arm.

His touch, even through my cloth, feels electric, every part of me misses him.

"What do you want from me?" I hiss at him in frustration, one arm being held by Jaehyun, the other arm holding Chan.

I pull my arm out of his, and keep my eyes on him, pouring all the hurt and anger I am feeling into the heated gaze.

"You come into my territory, attack my friend and now what?" I say to him.

"I just... just want to talk to you" he says, the way his eyes look truthful feels so...real.

"Yujun..." Chan calls my name with a cough, and I snap my head back to him, his face is starting to form purple bruises.

"Can I get a first aid box?" he ask and Jaehyun growls loudly, I look back at him to shut him up with a glare.

"Yes, I’ll take you" I mutter and get up to my feet with him.

I hold the alpha’s arm over my shoulder and as we both get to the gate, he groans softly with pain from our movements.

"Do you want to talk with that...rogue?" Chan asks when we get to the gate and my omega growls at him, defending the alpha without my consciousness.

"He’s not a rogue" I say.

"I know, Hwang Jaehyun, the famed mad dog of the Hwangs" Chan says and laughs but ends up coughing, "Ow" he says.

"Sorry" I say under my breath, feeling guilty, the attack on him is my fault unfortunately.

"He has sent a number of men to my hospital" he says and lets go of me to stand on his own, he winces again as he lifts a finger to touch his nose, "I’m sure that’s broken" he says with a playful laugh.

"I can wait for you to talk to him" he says softly and I look over my shoulder at Jaehyun, his expression is unreadable...he looks exhausted.

"Go get your face treated" I say to him, and he grabs my arm gently, "I’m worried about you" he says in that soft tone he uses.

"I am fine" I look over my shoulder at him again, "Jaehyun won’t hurt me" I say and Chan’s grip on me tightens.

"You can never be sure, he looks feral...If he harms you or the baby" he says.

"Jaehyun. Will. Never. Hurt. Me" I say and yank my hand out of Chan’s. "He’s a good person" I say before turning to go to him.

Jaehyun doesn’t look up as my footstep approaches him, it gives me plenty of time to look at him.

His hair has grown longer; the thick dark locks are being blown gently around by the wind.

The closer I get, the more I notice the way his eyes are red around his pupil...is he holding back...tears?

My omega whimpers and his head snaps up.

"What do you want?" I ask in a weak voice, he makes me weak in the best ways possible, I want to be angry at him but...I just can’t.

"You’re having our pup" he says, his eyes dropping to my stomach.

It’s still flat but I feel the life inside it more strongly now.

"Yes" I say, trying to maintain a cold expression.

"J-Junnah" he says and shuts his eyes, like he’s hurting, I know he’s hurting.

"Why didn’t you tell me?" he asks, his words coming out like growls.

"Tell you?" I ask in disbelief, "tell you? After you walked away from me" I say and his eyes flash red.

"I walked away from you?" he asks me, his hands pointing to his chest, "yes you!" I say with raw pain, remembering the way he left me standing.

The way his eyes found mine and the way he left the hall.

He didn’t look sorry; he didn’t care anymore...how dare he act like it never happened?

"How can I come after you with a child you might never want after you left me" I say, and a single tear drops down my face.

Jaehyun lurches forward all of a sudden and grabs my cheeks.

"I didn’t" he says, the words are whines of pain that makes my own heart clench.

"Yujun, I didn’t leave you...you did" he says and the tear he had been holding back slides down my face.

The alpha I love...the alpha that cries for me...

I left him?