Will of chaos-Chapter 1590: Cap 1588: The best version of you...

"I’ve done things... I’ve done many things..." (Niryna)

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Her words, presence and actions don’t make any sense, each one being abnormally different.

Her presence seems like someone ready to kill everything in sight like a true psychopath.

Her words are those of someone full of fear and despair, as if everything that could possibly go wrong happened all at once.

While her actions are calm, her words are one extreme while her Aura is at the opposite extreme, her calm actions stand out between these two extremes, it was as if I was facing three different people.

"(How did I not realize this before, she’s already lost her mind...)" (me)

I knew she wasn’t the most sane person, but seeing her falling into this degree of madness and not realizing it until now, I don’t know how I didn’t realize something that now seems so obvious.

Even seeing her strangeness, I don’t approach her to comfort her and I don’t say anything either, I just let her continue, I need to better understand everything she went through before anything else.

"You know, the whole world had changed, entire cities disappeared, as far as we could understand even environmental problems were solved, technology disappeared without a trace..." (Niryna)

She stopped crying when she looked up, her murderous intent diminished by half, but her Aura became increasingly sharp as she seemed to be experiencing again everything she lived through her memories.

"I, like many other people, searched for those weakest around us, people who were in hospitals or were very injured, sick or disabled." (Niryna)

"The world was a mess, but we still managed to find out some things, all the people with some kind of disability, be it illness, mental condition or physical condition simply disappeared." (Niryna)

"There were no signs of these people, I couldn’t find you and in the meantime I realized that I couldn’t find anything you built." (Niryna)

"The company disappeared and all technology was erased, humanity returned to the primitive era, everything you built was erased from history... everything that represented you... everything I achieved by your side..." (Niryna)

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She started crying again, her Aura was giving way to two emotions: sadness and anger, but her eyes were becoming more intense and red, it was like looking at a murderous monster.

The strange thing was still her expression without showing any of that while her words became full of fragility.

"Everyone was so selfish, only caring about themselves, monsters appeared and attacked people without reservation, we also found things called Dungeons like in the games." (Niryna)

"At that point, countries and nations no longer existed, the most experienced people in combat were the first to react and discover that they could become stronger by killing either monsters or other people." (Niryna)

"It was funny to see people’s true colors, the most beautiful men and women like TV artists, movie stars and models were all getting together with strong people, money was worthless and neither were their professions." (Niryna)

"The police were based on who had the most power, the strongest became the center of the community, I didn’t want to kill even the monsters and so I tried to take care of the children without families, thus creating an orphanage, somehow it calmed me down by giving me a touch of familiarity." (Niryna)

"The first few months were simple, everything was still settling down, fear and insecurity were soon replaced by ambition, curiosity and hope." (Niryna)

"..." (me)

For the first time her expression changed, it was one of contempt and ridicule, her Aura full of Infernal power was dripping with hatred like a volcano about to explode, her eyes were literally on fire as if they were passages to Hell.

Her words were no longer weak either, the more she told, the speed and firmness with which she spoke became greater, she also began to ridicule the others a little.

"Everyone discovered the system, those younger than 40 were the quickest to adapt, those most connected to video games were the first to make several discoveries and also the first to let the change in reality affect their minds, most died because they thought they were the chosen ones or special." (Niryna)

"Those who had the least bit of character dying protecting the weak while those who were more ambitious and cowardly only chose fights they could win. You can understand who truly stayed in power, a big joke for everyone." (Niryna)

"Also, many ancient religions emerged from absolutely nothing with idiots saying they heard the voices of the Gods or something like that. Religious fights became intense in a short time with each retard saying that their religion was the right one." (Niryna)

Her smile was cold, she took everything as a joke. The world in her eyes became a bad joke, but from what I’ve heard I can understand the kind of direction things took, at least for a while.

"Several powers were discovered in a short time, with the most used being Ki. Soldiers and those who practiced martial arts discovered this, it was also the easiest to train." (Niryna)

"Magic quickly acquired a large number of scholars, especially among scientists, video game players and fantasy book readers." (Niryna)

"I will refrain from talking about the idiots who wore superhero costumes." (Niryna)

"As a game programmer, I gained access to many things about magic, I also remembered much of the research we did together and performed magical experiments of my own." (Niryna)

"(Something changed...)" (me)

Her expression became neutral once more, her Aura froze in place and she closed her eyes, her words seemed heavier as she seemed to try to contain something inside her, but even so she did not stop talking.

"You know, after 2 and a half years the crazy people emerged with greater force, human experiments happening by the dozens in each city and increasingly distorted rituals." (Niryna)

"People don’t need many reasons to show their worst side, but even so those in leadership pretend not to see it, thinking if they can get something out of their discoveries, the weaker people could disappear around the corner and the children who were so dependent were too easy a target to ignore." (Niryna)

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"For months I watched the dozens and dozens of children I cared for diminishing, no matter how much I asked for help, no one helped, no matter how much I searched, I couldn’t find any of them other than their bodies in horrible states..." (Niryna)

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"But one day they all disappeared at the same time, a stranger made a big move performing a ritual that involved half the city, all the children got involved in it dying, their flesh being ripped off along with that of the adults as it gathered into an abomination that destroyed the rest of the city... hahaahahahah..." (Niryna)

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"Hahaha hahahahaha... hahahaha..." (Niryna)

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"They killed themselves... the creature they created killed them all... hahahaha..." (Niryna)

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Suddenly her frozen Aura exploded as if it were a real Demon taking shape, her eyes opened with purple-black flames and her expression became cruel.

"My rage had nowhere to go, the people in power just wanted more power and normal people ignored anything as long as it wasn’t about them... the world had become a joke... I was enraged by everything... I hated everyone..." (Niryna)

"If people were meant to fall into such a state, then they didn’t need to exist... I killed and killed... I don’t know how many people I cut into pieces with wind blades, how many I burned alive... I destroyed hundreds of cities while slowly torturing their leaders... it was fun to see them begging for mercy when they were the ones suffering... hahahaha..." (Niryna)

"But because I couldn’t hold back, I made the others join forces against me, I was smart and with all that slaughter I achieved a high level, I also tested many magics... when I was cornered I created a trap leading everyone around me to their deaths while absorbing their powers, bodies and abilities." (Niryna)

"..." (me)

"I transformed into a Demon of dozens of meters, my power overflowing to the point of madness, I just wanted to keep killing... unfortunately it seemed that those damned Gods really existed and attacked me before I could make use of that power..." (Niryna)

"I died and there were still so many criminals still alive being ignored while doing their experiments, the Gods didn’t stop them, didn’t go after them, but came after me... isn’t it funny...?" (Niryna)

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"I killed many innocents, tortured people without knowing anything about them, destroyed entire cities out of anger and in the end I sacrificed countless people losing even my humanity... I’m a monster..." (Niryna)

I stretch my Aura suppressing hers, then drag her into a hug, her Demonic Aura was nothing to me, her murderous intent was insignificant to what I experienced in Hell and what she did, as horrible as it was, doesn’t matter to me at all, I’m not a Saint, I can’t and won’t care about people I don’t know to that extent, what matters to me is Niryna here and now.

"(She degenerated into hatred and sadness... there was no one to lean on, no one she could trust...)" (me)

"I don’t care what you did, I’m here and I’m your family, I know you don’t truly regret what you did, but you still know you were wrong at some point." (me)

"I just... I just wish someone would pay... someone would feel the same pain as me... that they would all be erased so they wouldn’t become monsters... just like me..." (Niryna)

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"I’m here, I’ll always be here..." (me)

"If you’re in doubt, then come to me... if you’re hurting, then I’ll hug you... if you need anything, I’ll be there for you." (me)

"I won’t try to tell you what you did wrong in the past since I wasn’t there and we can’t do anything about what’s gone, but you above all know what’s right and wrong for you, so seek the best of yourself... the best version of you..." (me)

"The best version of me..." (Niryna)