You Think I Won't Talk?-Chapter 671
"Son... let us calm down and think this through for I believe I was infected by your enthusiasm..." — Ingrid frowned, ashamed to return so late into sanity. — "You say you will do both at once... do you think that is the correct thing to do? Was she referring to marriage when she said not to make her wait?"
"... my love said not to make her wait for she also wanted to say it..."
"To say what?"
"That she also loves me."
"Goodness! Then she was not referring to marriage! Good lords! Like father like son! You men understand whatever you want!" — Hitting her son’s arm twice she released it and turned back. — "Good lords of Izeneya, patience, please grant it to me again as I seem to have lost it to these men!"
"If so what do you believe is best... Mother?" — Hoping to get her good side in advice, Zeleskiaz asked, bummed that his beliefs were denied.
"Confess... do it like you first had planned to. Being rushed about these things might make your loved one feel like some steps were missed. You do not want her to feel sad when thinking back on it, right?"
"Never."
"Hence, that is the answer. Once you have confessed you may intrude again into our chambers to plan the compromise." — Waving him away, Ingrid stopped looking back at the tall and handsome child she gave birth to, raising a brow with bitter taste. — "Sigh... You call me Mother only when you hope to earn something, my cold firstborn. It saddens me."
"Does the fact of resorting to your aid not satisfy you?"
"... it actually does, yes." — She smiled thinking that maybe Marianne had done much more than fall in love with her son. — "Come here for a moment, Zeleskiaz."
Obeying the Empress he knew it was not wise to disobey, Zeleskiaz walked to stand before his mother. Her eyes watched him closely for a moment, in silence and with her elegance a grin surfaced as she saw him becoming uncomfortable.
"Give your Mother a hug."
"... I prefer not to—"
"I am not asking you~" — Like that, he was obliged. Stiff and reluctant for he never was much of a loving son but more of the opposite. The pats of the mother soon released him and stroking his manly countenance, Ingrid dismissed the heir. — "You are pure and innocent for the oddest reasons, my lovely Zeleskiaz... and yet a hero who has experienced deadly battles you are... as your mother and as a woman I am glad to see that you grew into such a caring man, dear son of mine."
"..."
"Go now, my loved offspring... with how honest you have become, how you plan to confess is sure to sway your love into heavenly delight. Use those eyes and handsome frame you inherited from us. Surely she will have no time to even contemplate a reply."
Zeleskiaz left thinking of the best ways to charm the lady. Books said that romantic sceneries would be best, a mother had told beforehand that flowers and gifts could make it fairest. Nevertheless...
’My lady... she does not seem like that would be the best way to please her...’
Unique she was, that Zeleskiaz was certain of. Oddly they came across each other’s paths, brazenly they made bonds without much thought... and shyly they solved the doubts that distanced their hearts.
’As I thought... my confession should be as adventurous as our love was born.’ — Touching the wound he requested from his love he went back to his chambers preparing for the day that would finally convey in assertions his devotion to her.
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I slept... but I feel like I did not. I spent most of the night fantasising about my man... his manliness when handling me while thinking it was a dream, the firmness of the hands that touched me so preciously when they could have crushed me easily...
’~~ GOD! ~~ He said love so many times~! He called ME his love so passionately so many times!!!’ — I squealed under the covers, feeling feverish only to think where he had reached under my gown. — ’It is so shameful I didn’t fight back at all!! M-my breast... my whole leg... e-even my neck and chest!!! GOSH, AM I SO EASY? A HUSSY?! N-NO, I AM NOT. I AM NOT!! IT WAS MEANT TO HAPPEN SOME DAY!! I WOULD ONLY LET HIM DO IT ANYWAYS!!!’
Full of shame I shrank into a fetal position. Becoming conscious of how well I could close my legs together.
’... h-he had me wide open... I had him... r-right be-between my... LEEEEGS!!!?!?! GAHH!! OH LORDS!!!’ — I kicked around, so tired but flared up. — "... he was so possessive... So manly and hot~~~"
*Chirp, chirp, chirp!! Chirp!!*
’Ugh... I woke Khibi up...’ — Calming myself down so she wouldn’t worry from her house, I stayed still... resuming the replay of last night’s events.
Recalling how he pressed himself against me I became dizzy at the thought of what could have happened if we hadn’t been stopped by Biel... shutting my imagination down for I knew it was something I shouldn’t imagine at this hour. — ’Something BIG would have certainly happened... oh gosh..... Depraved I am.... To think I wish no one had interrupted...!!!’
My lower half felt ticklish at the remembrance. There was this frustrating desire that wanted my hands to help me find relief... yet the more I thought back on it the more I stopped from doing that... falling asleep while dreaming of a life where that would be our everyday.
I woke up without much rest but hopeful for the day. Surely our meeting today would be different. Especially since no questions were clouding our minds anymore. I deduced by his question last night that in the morning he would come... but morning arrived, noon and afternoon... and no sight of him was found.
’Where in the world is he?!?! Is he pulling my leg??? Where the hell is my man!!!!’ — "I cannot believe this..."
I had asked and searched. His right hand, siblings and even the Emperors were interrogated... yet the answer I received...
"My lady, truly, I do not know where the crown prince is." — We’re all like this.
