Regression Is Too Much - Chapter 119
Chapter 119
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âUgh⊠seriously⊠I told you, I have ADHDâŠâ
âAt least weâre getting food, thank goodnessâŠâ
âAlright, shhh. Letâs focus and get this done quickly.â
On the third floor, Choi Ji-won and Park Cheol-jin were in the middle of putting together a 4000-piece puzzle whenâŠ
âKyaaaa!!!â
Suddenly, Choi Ji-won clutched her head and rolled on the floor.
âJ-Ji-won!!â
Firefighter Park Cheol-jin, startled, rushed toward her in a panic.
âThe puzzle, the puzzle! Mister!â
âNooo!!!â
As the pieces scattered everywhere, the two others watching were horrified.
âAhâŠâ
With tears streaming down her face, Choi Ji-won slowly stood up, touching her lips.
âAhhhâŠâ
Tutorial. Goblin Shaman. Betrayal. Despair. Kim Jun-hoâs declaration as a regressor. Darkness.
The devastating failure on the fourth floor. Finally finding Kim Jun-ho. The time spent with him.
Roughly two cyclesâ worth of memories were lodged firmly in Choi Ji-wonâs mind.
ââŠâ
It was too vivid, too clear to be just a simple misunderstanding.
âJi-won, what is this memory? No, waitâŠâ
Even Bung-bung seemed to sense something, speaking in a voice full of concern.
âJi-won, are you alright?â
âOne moment.â
Firefighter Park Cheol-jin tried to support her, but Choi Ji-won refused, getting up on her own.
Was it the towerâs trickery? Or had knowledge from the futureâor perhaps the pastâtruly flowed into her? There was only one way to find out.
âThe puzzle.â
ââŠWhat?â
âWhereâs the puzzle?â
They had to check the fourth floor.
***
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ââŠUgh.â
Morning sunlight slipped through the blinds, casting a warm glow. Rubbing my eyes, I slowly lifted myself, feeling groggy.
ââŠWhatâs going on.â
My mind felt foggy as if it was still wandering between the edges of a dream and reality. I slapped my face a bit to shake myself awake.
âRight, soâŠâ
Last night.
Choi Ji-won had shown up at my apartment, saying itâd been a while.
Once I got over the shock, I hugged her tightly, and we stood there, locked in that embrace for quite a while.
After we finally pulled apart, we started talking. I told her everythingâhow Iâd felt completely hopeless, how Iâd resented her in secret, how I wasted time like a recluse.
And then she shared her own storyâhow she regained her memories from the tutorial and the previous cycle. How sheâd quickly solved the puzzle and made it to the fourth floor. How, like me, sheâd fled the castle and managed to save everyone.
When I asked how sheâd pulled it off without any relevant abilities, she told me of her admission to everyone that she was âthe Choi Ji-won who changed the second floor,â and got everyoneâs full cooperation. Well, that made senseâChoi Ji-won was already a national celebrity whose life was widely publicized.
Of course, we had a mountain of things to say beyond just the tower, and we talked nonstop until nightfall. We sifted through memories only I had held onto, bringing them to life together, reliving each moment.
But even superhumans get thirsty eventually, and naturally, my place was out of water.
Drinking tap water didnât feel right, so we headed to the convenience store nearby. While we were there, we picked up a few beers and snacks, and back at my place, we had a little celebration, toasting to our reunion.
ââŠâ
The mood was light, pure, and genuinely fun.
âHeyyy⊠Kim Jun-hooo⊠donât you have a girlfriendâŠ?â
âNo, I donât.â
âThatâs surprisingâŠâ
At least, it was, until a tipsy Choi Ji-won started leaning on me. Who couldâve guessed a 20-year-old girl had never drunk before?
Iâd always thought of Choi Ji-won as a friend, a partner. Sure, we kissed when we parted ways in the last cycle⊠but people do things like that when emotions run high, right?
But as the alcohol flowed, and my tiny apartment slowly filled with her scent, and Choi Ji-won started to cling to meâŠ
âUh, could you⊠back up a bit?â
She was beginning to look like⊠a woman.
Iâm a healthy guy, and Choi Ji-won is, well, breathtaking. Sheâs got the figure of someone whoâs done martial artsâstrong and toned. Keeping myself in check was incredibly challenging.
âHeyyy⊠Kim Jun-hooooâŠâ
âJust stay still.â
But I managed. I tucked the drunken Choi Ji-won into bed, tidied up, turned off the lights, and lay down.
Iâm a regressor. Suppressing physical desires with mental willpower is hard, but itâs doable.
Just as I was about to drift off, proud of my self-controlâŠ
âHuff.â
It happened. I felt it. Her chest against my arm.
Choi Ji-won had shifted in her sleep, and now her chest was pressing against my arm.
ââŠâ
Should I just stay like this? What if she woke up and got mad?
My heart was pounding, and my face was burning up. After much internal debate, I decided, as a mature adult, to carefully adjust her position.
ââŠâ
ââŠâ
But I hadnât expected to meet her eyes, staring right back at me.
ââŠYou werenât sleeping?â
ââŠI couldnât fall asleep.â
The room was dark, with only a faint sliver of moonlight seeping in. My heartbeat echoed loudly in my ears.
ââŠWhy are you staring at me like that?â
Her lips looked unusually tempting. Her shy expression shook my composure. This was it. My limit.
ââŠJi-won.â
ââŠYes?â
Even a regressorâs iron will couldnât hold up against such overwhelming temptation. Like the walls of the fourth-floor fortress, it crumbled completely.
And then, and thenâŠ
Last night. It happened. With Choi Ji-won.
âHuffâŠâ
As my memories come flooding back, my face instantly flushed red.
How am I supposed to process this? How should I act around her from now on?
Lost in a whirlwind of thoughts, I scratched the back of my head.
ââŠâ
ââŠâ
Beside me, I locked eyes with Choi Ji-won, who had her blanket pulled up to her nose. Her face was just as red as mine.
âUh, well, umâŠâ
Flustered, I stammer, trying to say anything, butâŠ
ââŠâ
The smooth curves, her pale skin peeking out, and that sweet scentâŠ
My mind went blank again.
ââŠâ
ââŠâ
The tension in the room flared up, thickening the air between us.
***
After gathering our wits and composing ourselves, we sat on the edge of the bed, both a bit awkward.
âThat⊠was my first time.â
âOh, yeah⊠same for meâŠâ
âIf I had your powers, Iâd have regressed after thatâit was pretty intense.â
ââŠâ
Was it because she was too embarrassed? She went from one topic to another.
ââŠTake responsibility.â
ââŠAlright.â
Thatâs all I could say.
Both of us sit in silence, staring at the floor, our faces flushed as red as tomatoes.
Well, I suppose thatâs understandable for me. But Ji-won? The ever-confident Choi Ji-won, acting so shy⊠Itâs surprising.
âSo, uh⊠should we eat something?â
ââŠYeah.â
We managed to get through lunch in silence. Even though I could feel a newfound closeness between us, it was still a little awkward looking directly at each other.
âSo, umâŠâ
We canât just sit here wasting time, saying nothing. To break the silence and shift the mood, I finally brought up something thatâs been on my mind.
âWhat do you think the conditions are for keeping our memories?â
Choi Ji-won doesnât remember every cycle. Just the tutorial and the previous one.
What sets those apart from all the other cycles? What sets her apart from everyone else?
âI⊠think itâs probably tied to âemotion.ââ
The keyword that the tower constantly emphasizesâemotion. I suspected it was related, and Ji-won nodded slightly as if she thought the same.
âIn the tutorial, and in the last cycle too⊠I was with you, and I was really emotional. Maybe thatâs the condition.â
Throughout my journey up the tower, although I was often disgusted by the unfair systems, there were only a few times when I felt truly strong emotions toward someone.
In the tutorial, when I was with Choi Ji-wonâŠ
When I was betrayed by Dok Su-heeâŠ
And when I parted ways with Choi Ji-won this time.
Apart from those instances, I hadnât really harbored intense feelings toward anyone. So, it must be about emotions.
âBut hereâs the part that doesnât quite add upâŠâ
If emotions are the trigger, why didnât her memories return during the tutorial? Why did they return this time, along with her memories from the tutorial?
There must be some other trigger besides my emotions. Otherwise, it wouldnât make sense.
âMaybe⊠my emotions are part of the conditions too?â Ji-won suggested quietly. âActually⊠back in the tutorial, Iâd half given up. Iâd considered the possibility that I might be left behind if you regressed. So, the encouragement I gave you at the end⊠wasnât entirely sincereâŠâ
âAnd last time was different?â
âThatâs right.â
That makes sense. My emotions. And the emotions of the person involved. When the two align, it triggers the return of memories. Itâs a plausible theory.
âThe problem isâŠâ
This is all just a hypothesis. Thereâs no guarantee itâs true.
What if Ji-wonâs memories returning were just a one-time thing? What if I regressed right now, and she looked at me like a stranger?
That would be a catastrophe like no other. Sure, Iâm smiling now, but if her memories suddenly vanished, Iâd probably lose it.
But to understand the conditions clearly, I need to regress. So, what should I do in this situation?
âJun-ho.â
Choi Ji-won looked at me, furrowing her brows, but then smiled shyly.
âWhatâs the point of stressing over something with no answer?â
ââŠBut still.â
âLetâs just go to the fifth floor together?â
ââŠThe fifth floor?â
Sheâs right⊠Going to the fifth floor is the best choice right now.
If we go to the fifth floor, the return point will be updated. That means âthe Ji-won who regained her memoriesâ will be saved, and I wonât have to worry about losing her as she is now.
ââŠâ
More importantly, if we go together, we can prevent a disaster like the one on the fourth floor. The more I think about it, the more this plan seems like the best option.
âLetâs do it.â
With our goal set, all thatâs left is to carry it out. Awkwardly, we changed into our gear, got ourselves ready, and opened the portal to the first floor.
âHey, Kim Jun-ho.â
ââŠYeah?â
Her face flushed, Ji-won avoided my gaze as she spoke.
âSee you soon.â
With those words, she immediately dived into the portal.
ââŠAlright.â
Once inside, I, too, stepped straight onto the fifth floor... Ready to move forward.
You have entered the 5th floor.
â â â End of Chapter â â -
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