Spider-Man Mayhem
Chapter 363: Lydia & Felicia (2)
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"I like to think of myself as a very tolerable person, Felicia," Lydia began, her voice sharp and brimming with exasperation. She raked her fingers through her already-mussed hair. "But there comes a point where itās just too much. Youāre sixteen, for Christās sake!"
Her voice echoed off the apartment walls, sharp enough to make Felicia flinch even as she remained crouched on the hardwood floor. Lydiaās wine glass clinked faintly against the counter as she set it down with more force than necessary. "I understand that at some point you start getting curious about the opposite sex, but stillāthere are limits, and you need to take things slow!"
Felicia finally pushed herself upright, meeting Lydiaās fiery glare with a disgruntled and annoyed look. "I really donāt want to have the sex talk with you..." she muttered, crossing her arms as.
"Well it certainly looks like you need it," Lydia snapped, pacing a short, sharp line across the kitchen tiles. "If youāre having sex loud enough to wake up the entire freaking neighborhoodāGod, just how loud were you moaning last night?" Her voice cracked into a helpless whimper as she slapped a hand over her own face, unable to believe the words leaving her mouth.
Felicia tilted her head and then gave a slow, unapologetic nod. "...Pretty loud." Her lips curved into a faint, almost dreamy smile, her gaze staring out reminiscent.
Lydia lowered her hand just enough to fix Felicia with a look of pure disbeliefāher eyes wide, her jaw slack. The expression screamed, āAre you serious right now?ā
"Sorry," Felicia mumbled with mock meekness, shoving her hands deep into the pockets of her jacket and rocking slightly on her heels. She stared at the floor for a beat, but the small smirk tugging at her mouth betrayed her.
She withdrew her hands just long enough to make a rough measurement in the air. "But in my defense, itās kind of hard to keep my voice down when heās, uh... about this big." She squinted, gauging the size with her fingers before casually tucking her hands back into her pockets.
"Thatās not the pointāwait... seriously?" Lydiaās voice cracked halfway through her scolding as her eyes flicked to Feliciaās estimate. Her face went pale. "Youāre joking, right?"
"I mean..." Felicia lifted one hand again and pressed it against her own midsection, her tone turning matter-of-fact. "Thatās about right. Maybe longer, since it doesnāt go all the way inside." Her earlier embarrassment faded as she spoke, replaced by an almost clinical frankness that made Lydiaās stomach flip.
"Jesus Christ..." Lydia whispered, covering her mouth as if that could block the mental images now assaulting her.
Felicia, noticing the way her motherās eyes narrowed, raised a warning finger. "Donāt get any funny ideas."
Veins popped faintly at Lydiaās temple as she grabbed the neck of her wine bottle with a white-knuckled grip. "I will throw this at your freaking head. What do you take me for? Some kind of predator?"
"Hey, Iām just saying," Felicia replied with a disarming shrug, palms raised in mock surrender.
Lydia exhaled a long, weary sigh, the kind that carried both exhaustion and reluctant amusement. Without another word, she uncorked the bottle and poured herself another glass, the glug of wine punctuating the tense air. "Girl," she muttered, shaking her head, "you make me drink."
"Iām not making you do anything, you alcoholic," Felicia shot back, a teasing edge in her voice. "Donāt use me as an excuse because you canāt control yourself."
Lydia took a long swallow before setting her glass down with a sharp click. "Alright then," she said, leaning against the counter with arms crossed. "Explain it to me. Your relationship with Peterāhow it started, how it even works. Give me a chance to understand whatever this is before I completely lose my mind."
Felicia sighed dramatically and rubbed at her temple, finally dragging herself toward one of the counter stools. She perched on it, legs swinging idly as if to buy herself time. "God, this is so complicated..." She waited until Lydia took another drink before blurting out, "Iām part of Peterās harem."
Lydia choked mid-sip, wine spraying from her mouth and splattering across the countertop. She doubled over coughing.
Felicia burst into giggles as Lydia shoved the glass aside and grabbed for a paper towel, still hacking. "Forācoughāfucks sake, Felicia! Cough coughāare you insane?"
"Although you think Iām joking, Iām being completely serious." Feliciaās tone softened. "Peter first started dating Gwen. Theyāve known each other since childhood, basically best friends. Then thereās MJāwho they invited into the relationship. And then... thereās me." Her cheeks flushed as she lowered her gaze. "The three of us came to an agreement to share him."
Lydia paused mid-wipe, paper towels soaked in red wine, and let out a hoarse, incredulous sigh. "I honestly donāt know whether to be impressed or disgusted with him." She tossed the damp towels into the trash and leaned on the counter, narrowing her eyes. "Tell me thisādid you feel indebted to him after he rescued you? Is that why youāre... lowering yourself to be part of whatever this is?"
Feliciaās expression hardened instantly, her playful smirk vanishing. "No. And Iām not lowering myself to anything." Her voice carried a quiet steel that made Lydiaās chest tighten. "Iām not with him out of gratitude. Sure, Iāll always be thankful for what he did for me that day, but thatās not why I fell in love with him."
Lydia froze for a moment, wine bottle in hand, the word love hanging heavy between them. Then she scoffed, shaking her head as if trying to dispel the thought. "Youāre sixteen, Felicia. Sixteen. What you feel isnāt loveāitās gratitude and lust, and you think that that is love."
"You donāt get to tell me how I feel!" Felicia snapped, her voice rising like a sudden crack of thunder. Her chair scraped loudly against the tile as she leaned forward, eyes flashing. "Itās not up to you to decide whether what I feel for Pete is love or isnāt! Peter is different from anyone Iāve ever met. I didnāt fall in love with his good looks, or his money. And itās not about his unbelievable genius, either."
Her breath quickened, chest rising and falling with the force of her words. "What I fell in love with was his sense of responsibility. Heās a lovable, arrogant dumbass who honestly believes itās his duty to help people just because he powers to. Heās reckless, stubborn, and infuriatingāand he puts everyone else before himself without even thinking about it. Thatās what I love about him!"
Felicia slapped her palms against the countertop, the sharp smack ringing through the kitchen. "I knew I loved him the moment I was able to shove aside all the greed and selfishness inside me and want to be betterāfor him. He makes me want to do better, to be better. And Thatās why I love him!"
Her shoulders trembled as the words left her. Slowly, she leaned back against her chair, crossing her arms, her voice dropping to a whisper. "So no, Mom. What I feel for him isnāt lust. It isnāt gratitude. And yes, I do know what love is... because I feel it every single day... For him." Her gaze fell to the countertop, eyes unfocused, as though the confession had emptied her completely.
Lydia stood frozen, wine glass dangling forgotten in her hand. For a long, silent heartbeat, she simply stared at her daughterāthis fiery, passionate girl who suddenly seemed so much older. Slowly, a small smile broke across her face, softening her features. She closed her eyes and let out a slow breath.
"I see," Lydia said quietly. "Iām grown enough to admit when Iām wrong. I didnāt understand the depth of your feelings and jumped to the wrong conclusions and for that... Iām sorry"
"Whatever," Felicia muttered, but the faint pink creeping into her cheeks betrayed the impact of the apology.
Lydia chuckled, shaking her head. "Seriously, I donāt know whether to curse that boy or praise him." A laugh bubbled up, warm and incredulous. "Hah! I think Iām starting to understand why you go out and āhelp peopleā every night instead of following in your fatherās footsteps. That kid did what I couldnātāhe actually rehabilitated you by making you fall in love with him."
Felicia froze mid-breath. The color drained from her face as a creeping sense of dread seized her chest. "W-What? What do you mean?" Her voice cracked, barely more than a squeak. Her stomach twisted painfully, every muscle tightening as her mind scrambled for an escape.
"Hm?" Lydia turned back toward her, eyebrows raised. Seeing Feliciaās stricken expression, she let out a soft chuckle. "Oh, come on, Felicia. Really?"
Felicia stared, wide-eyed and motionless, like a deer caught in headlights.
"Spider-Kat?" Lydia teased, a mischievous smile tugging at her lips. "You could at least pick a more original alias."
"IāI donāt know what youāre talking about," Felicia stammered, too shocked to even blink, her voice barely coherent.
"Seriously?" Lydia set her wine down and folded her arms, tilting her head in mock disbelief. "Youāre really going to make me spell it out?"
Felicia stayed silent, eyes darting anywhere but her motherās.
"Fine," Lydia sighed dramatically. "Letās start with the basics. You grew threeāmaybe fourāinches practically overnight. Youāve got muscles now. Youāre barely home, always sneaking out at odd hours. And letās not forget the biggest clue of all: you dress in black, your hair is white, and you run around rooftops with a certain cat motif." Lydia arched an eyebrow and scoffed. "Hmm... where have I seen that before? Oh rightāhint hint, I was married to him."
The words hit Felicia like a punch. She dropped her elbows to the counter and buried her face in her hands, dragging her fingers up through her hair in a long, slow motion. A deep, soul-weary sigh escaped her, heavy enough to carry every ounce of defeat.
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