The Alpha Who Regrets Losing Me
Chapter 25 – The Brother He Never Mentioned
For a moment after Lucien spoke, neither of us moved.
The city continued around us as though nothing had shifted, as though the street remained just another narrow passage between taller buildings, just another line of pavement swallowed by traffic, voices, and the constant movement of strangers who had no idea that something far older than the city itself had just stepped into their world. But the air between us had changed. I felt it before I understood it, and my wolf, who had been restless since the moment I entered the city, suddenly grew still in a way that was somehow more unsettling.
Lucien’s gaze had shifted past me, not sharply, not with alarm, but with a kind of recognition that made the space behind me feel charged.
I turned.
Rowan stood at the far end of the street, no longer hidden by distance or blurred by passing bodies, and the moment I saw him, something in me reacted before I had time to think. It wasn’t the violent pull of the bond I still shared with Kael, nor was it the strange, fractured edge of the visions that came without warning. It was simpler than that, and for that reason more dangerous. It was the immediate, undeniable awareness that he had come after me.
He didn’t hurry toward us, and he didn’t call my name. He simply walked forward with the same steady certainty that had marked every step he took in the forest, but here, against the sharpened lines of the city, that certainty looked different. Harder. Less patient. As if leaving his own territory to follow me here had stripped something away and revealed the edge beneath it.
His eyes found mine first, and in the brief silence that followed, I understood something I hadn’t wanted to admit to myself.
I had expected him to come.
Not because I thought he would chase me, and not because I believed he would try to drag me back, but because some part of me had known that Rowan was not the kind of man who let important things disappear into silence. I had left a letter on a table because it was easier than staying. I had crossed into the city because distance felt simpler than honesty. But seeing him there, closing the final space between us without hesitation, made the truth impossible to ignore.
Leaving had not ended anything.
It had only moved it somewhere else.
When Rowan stopped a few feet away, his attention shifted from me to Lucien, and whatever passed between them was not mere recognition. It was too sharp for that, too layered, too immediate. This was not the meeting of strangers, nor even the cautious assessment of rival Alphas testing one another. It carried history. The kind that wasn’t spoken about, because it had already sunk too deep into the bones to need explanation.
"You got here faster than I expected," Lucien said, his tone calm enough to be conversational, though the faint curve at the edge of his mouth suggested he was not displeased by the outcome.
Rowan’s expression did not soften.
"You knew I was coming."
Lucien gave a small, almost imperceptible shrug.
"It wasn’t difficult to predict."
"That doesn’t answer the question."
"It answers the important part of it."
The exchange was quiet, yet there was nothing casual about it. Even without understanding the full shape of what stood between them, I could feel the weight of it pressing into the street, pushing everything else to the edges of the moment. Rowan did not take his eyes off Lucien, and Lucien, for all his cultivated calm, did not look away either.
I looked between them, trying to understand what was happening without asking the wrong question first.
"You know each other," I said, because that was the only fact that felt solid enough to name.
Neither of them denied it.
That, somehow, made the silence heavier.
Rowan stepped slightly closer, not enough to stand in front of me, but enough to make his position unmistakable. He was not shielding me, not exactly, yet the movement still carried a message. Lucien noticed it immediately.
"That hasn’t changed," he said, and this time the amusement in his expression became easier to see.
Rowan’s gaze hardened.
"Stay out of this."
Lucien tilted his head, as if considering whether the request deserved a serious response.
"I could say the same to you."
"This doesn’t concern you."
"Then you came a long way for something unimportant."
The words landed cleanly, almost elegantly, but there was a blade hidden inside them. Rowan did not react outwardly, though I felt the air tighten.
I should have spoken then. I should have cut through the strange, layered tension that neither of them seemed interested in explaining. But there was something in the way they looked at each other that made interruption feel pointless, as if whatever this was had started long before I stepped into it and would not stop simply because I demanded clarity.
Lucien’s gaze settled more fully on Rowan then, and when he spoke again, his voice remained light, but only on the surface.
"You always did mistake force for urgency," he said.
"And you always did mistake distance for wisdom," Rowan replied.
Lucien’s smile deepened just enough to reveal that the words had found their mark.
"There you are," he said softly. Then, almost as if the thought had just occurred to him, he added, "Still as direct as ever, little brother."
For a second, the city vanished.
Not literally, not in the way my visions sometimes shattered the world and replaced it with something else, but in the sense that everything peripheral lost importance. The traffic, the movement, the sound of voices somewhere further down the street all receded beneath the sudden impact of what he had said.
Little brother.
I turned to Rowan so quickly I barely registered the motion.
He didn’t look at me.
Which somehow told me more than if he had.
The stillness in his face had changed, not into surprise, but into the rigid kind of control that only appears when something private has been dragged into the light against its will. Lucien, by contrast, looked entirely composed, as if he had simply chosen to move one piece across a board and was now waiting to see what the rest of us would do.
"You should leave," Rowan said, and although the words were directed at Lucien, there was nothing uncertain about them.
Lucien’s expression remained unreadable.
"This is my city."
"That isn’t what I meant."
"No," Lucien said, his eyes narrowing just slightly in a way that did not quite qualify as a smile, "I know exactly what you meant."
I looked from one to the other, the shape of this becoming no clearer even as the pieces grew more visible.
"You never mentioned having a brother," I said before I could stop myself.
This time Rowan did look at me, but only briefly, and in that brief glance I saw something I had not seen in him before.
Not anger.
Not even discomfort.
Something closer to reluctance.
The kind that forms around old damage.
Lucien answered before he could.
"That would require him to enjoy unnecessary conversation," he said.
Rowan ignored the remark.
"It never mattered."
The answer was too fast, too flat to be true in the way he wanted it to sound.
"Clearly it matters now," I said.
"It matters because you’re standing in the middle of it," Lucien replied, and although his tone had lost none of its composure, the words themselves carried more weight than before. "Otherwise, he would have gone another ten years pretending blood means less than choice."
Rowan’s jaw tightened.
"That’s enough."
Lucien’s gaze shifted toward me, and for the first time since Rowan arrived, I felt as though I had stopped being merely the center of the conflict and become the audience for something far older than I understood.
"Do you see what I mean now?" Lucien asked me quietly. "Nothing in this city is simple, and neither is anything that followed you here."
"I didn’t ask to be followed."
"No," Lucien said. "You didn’t."
Rowan’s attention returned to me then, and the force of it cut through everything else.
"You’re leaving with me."
The words were so direct that for a second I could only stare at him.
Lucien gave a soft laugh that held no warmth.
"There it is."
Rowan didn’t spare him a glance.
"Elara."
My name sounded different in his voice now. Not because he raised it, and not because he tried to soften it, but because whatever patience had remained when he first entered the street had now been stripped down to something rawer and more honest.
I should have answered immediately. I should have refused immediately. Instead, I stood there caught between the undeniable fact that he had come after me and the equally undeniable fact that I still did not understand half of what stood around me.
"You don’t get to decide that for me," I said at last, though my voice lacked the certainty I wanted it to carry.
"No," Rowan said, and for the first time since he had arrived, something in his expression shifted enough to let the strain beneath it show. "But I do get to decide whether I leave you standing here with him."
Lucien did not seem offended.
If anything, that made it worse.
"You say that as if she’s safer with you," he murmured.
Rowan finally looked at him again.
"She is."
The silence that followed was not empty. It felt like a line being drawn somewhere I could not yet see, one that had less to do with me than both of them wanted to pretend, and yet everything to do with what I had become inside their unfinished history.
I looked at Lucien.
Then at Rowan.
Then back again.
And with each passing second, one thing became clearer than anything else.
I had not stepped into the city to escape the forest.
I had walked straight into a fracture that had been waiting much longer than I had been alive.
And now, standing between two brothers who clearly had no intention of telling me the full truth, I could already feel the shape of the next problem forming.
Because if Rowan had hidden Lucien from me, and Lucien had clearly chosen to reveal himself only now, then whatever history existed between them was not buried.
It was active.
And somehow, impossibly, I was already inside it.