The Alpha Who Regrets Losing Me

Chapter 70 – When Attention Is Diverted

The Alpha Who Regrets Losing Me

Chapter 70 – When Attention Is Diverted

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Chapter 70: Chapter 70 – When Attention Is Diverted

Elara slowly curled her fingers and focused not on the door, but on the power within herself. Because if someone was coming to take her, it was an unnecessary effort. This time, Elara knew she did not need them. This thought would have made her feel guilty before. When she felt Rowan trying to reach her through the darkness, when she felt Kael following the weakening bond, her heart would have beaten faster. Now, however, that same feeling had settled somewhere different in her chest. Somewhere colder, more calculated, and less human. Their arrival no longer felt like salvation, but like the first sound outside of the storm she had been waiting for. 𝗳𝚛𝗲𝕖𝕨𝕖𝗯𝚗𝚘𝕧𝕖𝗹.𝗰𝗼𝕞

Although Elara tried not to let Adrian realize what she was feeling, she knew that this was an unnecessary effort. It was not possible for only two young alphas to get in and out of here. She knew that. The Moon Spirit knew it too. But that did not make them useless. On the contrary, Rowan and Kael were exactly what she needed. Not a rescue. A distraction. A short, wild, and valuable opening for Elara to attack of her own will for the first time.

Adrian was still standing across from her. His eyes were on Elara’s face, but Elara understood very well that he was no longer looking only at her face. He was reading her breathing, the tension in her shoulders, the small movements of her fingers, how wide her pupils had grown, even which direction her energy leaned when she remained silent. He was not standing before a human, but before a rare phenomenon he wanted to solve. That gaze used to make Elara feel smaller. Now, it created a strange response in her. Because Adrian was studying her, but Elara was now studying him too.

"You felt something," Adrian said, his voice calm but far too careful. "Something approached from outside, and your energy changed direction."

Elara did not change her expression. For a brief moment within herself, she distinguished Rowan’s presence moving through the darkness and Kael’s rougher, heavier vibration. Both of them were approaching. Both of them were coming with different intentions, different desires, different wounds. But they had one thing in common. They still thought Elara was the old Elara. This thought made the Moon Spirit inside her almost laugh silently. Elara knew that the laugh was not her own. But it did not disturb her.

"The only thing here is me," Elara said at last. Her voice was calm. Even too calm. Adrian’s brows moved very slightly. That small reaction showed that Elara’s answer had worked. Because she had not lied. The thing that was here really was her. Only "her" was no longer as simple a word as it used to be.

Adrian took a step closer. The distance between them was not great, but this closeness no longer felt threatening like before. It felt more like two predators accidentally placed in the same cage. One was measuring how dangerous the other was, while the other was allowing herself to be measured. Adrian’s voice lowered. "When you try to deceive me, your energy rises very slightly. Are you aware of that?"

Elara tilted her head slightly. "You hold your breath when something makes you curious. Are you aware of that?"

This answer stopped Adrian. It lasted only a very short moment, but it did last. Elara saw it, and a thin, sharp satisfaction rose within her. It was clear that Adrian, as someone who had been reading others for so long, was not used to being read. Elara showing him that shifted the balance in the room in a small but important way.

"Interesting," Adrian said. "You use that word too much," Elara said. "You say interesting when you don’t understand something.". A faint smile formed at the corner of Adrian’s lips. "Then that means I am closer to understanding you."

Elara looked at him. The Moon Spirit inside her stirred quietly, as if slipping through that sentence and circling around Adrian’s intention. For a moment, Elara thought she could touch his mind. That thought was dangerous. Not only too close to Adrian’s mind, but also too close to her own boundaries. Still, she did not pull back. Because pulling back was now nothing more than a habit, and Elara had begun to break that habit.

When the first scream was heard on the northern side of the facility, the sound did not reach Elara directly. The walls were too thick, the doors too protected. But the energy reached her. The sudden panic of a patrol, a wolf body bursting out of the shadows, a small part of the alarm protocol awakening... All of it came to Elara’s fingertips as faint vibrations passing through the metal. Kael had begun. Loud, harsh, and far too much like himself.

The device on Adrian’s wrist vibrated. This time, the alert was not a single word. A short security notification appeared on the screen. Adrian slightly turned his wrist without taking his eyes off Elara, then his expression changed very slightly. The northern patrol had been mobilized. Elara read this from his face. The opening she had been waiting for was truly opening for the first time.

"Your friends are impatient, and they came later than I expected." Adrian said. Elara smiled. The smile was very small, almost like a shadow. "Who said they were my friends?"

Adrian liked this answer. It was clear from his face. Because for him, Elara distancing herself from emotional bonds was not a breakdown, but progress. Human ties were diminishing, and something purer, more measurable, more terrifying was replacing them. Without realizing it, he confirmed exactly what Elara wanted.

At the same time, Rowan had reached the service passage at the rear side of the facility. As he moved through the shadows, he matched each step with his breathing and listened to the vibrations beneath the ground. He could feel Kael pulling the patrol toward himself in the north. This distraction was working, but it would not last long. Rowan looked at the security panel beside the metal door. It was not an old model. It had biometric layers reinforced with magic. An unsettling combination of human systems and creature mechanisms. This facility was not protected only by technology. It was protected by fear, magic, and the paranoia of ancient beings.

When Rowan brought his hand near the panel, he instinctively stopped. If he touched this place, he would leave a trace. If he left a trace, there would be no turning back. When he felt Elara’s changing bond again, that hesitation did not last long. He slid his finger into the thin opening along the edge of the metal and shifted the outer shell of the panel without breaking it. He had to be silent. That was the advantage Kael’s chaos gave him. To be silence inside the noise.

On the northern side, when Kael took the first patrol down, he had to make more effort than he expected to restrain himself. He could have killed the man. Easily. The anger inside him already wanted that. But Rowan’s plan was not built on killing. Kael hated that. Still, he loosened the pressure of his hand on the patrolman’s throat slightly and settled for leaving him unconscious. Even a small thing that felt like a sacrifice made him feel as if he had obeyed Rowan’s order, and that cut his wounded pride like a fresh blade.

Inside, Elara felt the second vibration. This time, it came from closer. Rowan had touched the system. His energy was not harsh and breaking like Kael’s. It was quieter. More controlled. But within that silence, there was a determination unique to him. Elara recognized it. She felt Rowan’s heavy structure, the way he restrained himself, the way he carried even his desire like a duty. Before, this would have made her feel safe. Now, it only felt useful. That difference opened a thin emptiness somewhere in her heart. She did not know if it hurt. Maybe it should have.

The Moon Spirit whispered from within her. "Your emotions are weakening." Elara did not take her eyes off Adrian. "I know." The Moon Spirit continued in order to test Elara, "You are not afraid of that.". Elara remained silent for a brief moment. "Maybe I will be later." The Moon Spirit did not answer. Because both of them knew this might be a lie.

Adrian looked at his device again. "There is movement in the rear system as well," he said. There was still no panic in his voice. This made Elara more careful. Adrian had understood that his attention was being diverted by the two alphas, yet he still was not stepping back. Because his real interest was not in the attack outside, but in Elara. Perhaps he had even begun to see this chaos as part of the experiment.

"Aren’t you going to kill them?" Elara asked. Adrian smiled, "Not yet.". Elara answered quickly but with control, "Because you are using them.". Adrian’s answer was very clear, "So are you.". The answer had come too quickly. Something stirred inside Elara. Adrian was right. Rowan and Kael’s arrival was not saving her, it was giving her an opportunity. There was moral weight in that thought, but Elara did not shoulder it. She only noticed it. Perhaps the first loss of her humanity was not beginning with a great explosion, but with small acceptances like this.

The alarm finally rose in the corridor. This time it could not be hidden. Red lights began to run across the walls, and the sensor above the door shifted from yellow to a flickering orange. A security map appeared on the glass panel behind Adrian. The chaos Kael had created at the northern entrance was growing. On the rear service line, Rowan still was not visible. That was a good thing. A very good thing.

Adrian moved toward Elara. This closeness was no longer merely scientific. It was a dangerous violation of personal space. Elara did not step back. She allowed him to approach, because Adrian’s attention needed to remain completely on her. When Adrian stopped in front of Elara, the distance between them was as short as a breath. Adrian’s voice lowered. "You were waiting for this moment."

Elara lifted her head slightly. "So were you." A brief glint appeared in Adrian’s eyes. "Yes."

This honesty should have been disgusting. But Elara was not disgusted. She understood him better. Adrian was not only a man who studied Gods. He was a man who believed Gods could be taken apart. He believed that with enough patience, enough pain, and enough data, everything seen as sacred could be laid on the table. Elara saw this in his eyes, and for the first time, she understood that Adrian’s danger came not from his power, but from his belief.

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