Qi Longbing let out a long sigh. At this moment he realized that saying anything more was pointless, because Hua Xiaomo was never coming back. He really felt so miserable, so much in pain.

And he had paid so many years for this, and the feelings the two of them had gone through had lasted so long, but now he was saying give up and that was it. This was too hard for him to accept, he felt such agony, such pain. He needed someone to comfort him, but the reality was telling him that the person who used to comfort him would never speak to him again, because Hua Xiaomo really was going to leave him forever. He truly felt unbearably sad, he even had a feeling that life was not worth living.

"Alright, I guess I remember that if you see it this way, think about it this way, I won’t push you anymore, just let everything take its course! But I just ask you to always know that in my heart I will always love you, always bless you. I will never forget our daughter! I will always love her." Qi Longbing said, and then hung up the phone.

In that moment his mood was incredibly heavy, he didn’t even know how he was supposed to decide these things anymore. But was he really just going to give up on Hua Xiaomo like this?

To give up Hua Xiaomo, what kind of pain would that bring him? He really was in so much agony, really so miserable. He hoped Xiao Mo would always stay by his side, always stand on his side.

But then what kind of pain would that bring her? On the contrary, he really didn’t know. He hoped Hua Xiaomo and he could stay together forever, live their days happily and blissfully, but now what he felt was really especially painful, because many times, things just don’t go as smoothly as you imagine.

Because Hua Xiaomo had already had a change of heart.

Hua Xiaomo was already together with Zi Yunsui and didn’t want him anymore. She had really decided to marry another man. That truly made him so sad, so pained; he was very unhappy.

In Hua Xiaomo’s eyes there was a glimmer of love. At this moment he didn’t know what to say. At this moment he really didn’t know how to express what he was feeling right now.

His mood was actually very anxious and very complicated. He really didn’t want to make other people suffer, really didn’t want to make others feel bad.

He just wanted to do his best, just wanted to do his best to let himself be happy, to let Candy be happy. Alright, no matter what, under these circumstances he hoped they could be cheerful, could be joyful, and that would be enough.

Besides, he really didn’t want to bear too much pressure; that kind of pressure would definitely make him feel upset and miserable.

He truly didn’t want that, and Candy would also feel miserable and sad, would also feel very bad.

If it went on like this it would only drag the two of them into a shared pain, so what would be the point? This kind of pain really shouldn’t be borne by every one of them. If they had to endure it, it would definitely make everyone sad, definitely make everyone suffer!

So what’s the point? He really wanted everyone to be happy, but for everyone to be happy was really too hard to achieve, especially since many times, many people simply cannot all possess that happiness. Someone has to shoulder that unhappiness, but then who is going to shoulder that unhappiness?

Having Qi Longbing shoulder it was indeed a bit unfair to him. No matter what, he and Qi Longbing had been together for many years, and Qi Longbing was also Candy’s father. He truly did love him, but in the end the two of them still didn’t walk all the way together. No matter what, he would keep this feeling buried deep in his heart.

No matter how much time passed, he would never forget it; he’d just let it quietly exist deep within his heart. He believed that this kind of feeling, many times, would eventually give him some sort of result, would definitely make himself happy, would definitely make him happy too, as long as they both stopped thinking about everything that had happened before.

Then they would definitely be able to be happy again. No matter what might happen in the future, he would still put his Candy first. As long as Candy could obtain that happiness, that would be enough; he wouldn’t think about anything else anymore, because thinking about the rest would only make himself more and more miserable, so what would be the point?

If everyone is in pain, it will only make himself unhappy and others unhappy. In that case everyone would be unhappy, so what’s the point? He was determined to let everyone be happy.

Then the phone call ended and Qi Longbing didn’t say anything more. At that moment he felt extremely melancholy, extremely sad, extremely heartbroken. He didn’t know how to bear this pain anymore; this torment was really pulling at his nerves until they were about to split apart. 𝑓𝘳𝑒𝑒𝓌𝘦𝘣𝘯ℴ𝑣𝘦𝑙.𝘤𝑜𝑚

But what else could he say?

In the end, Hua Xiaomo had not stayed with him. The two of them were destined to miss this fate. Maybe this was Heaven’s punishment for him, maybe Heaven just would not let him have him!

Alright, no matter what the future would be like, he would still firmly walk his own path, still love him, silently love him in his heart, and also love Candy. Before long, he believed, the two of them would still have that kind of connection. Maybe many years from now, he would still think of him, and he would also still think of the other. Alright, no matter what kind of pain might come in the future, he would bear it alone.

He believed that as long as Hua Xiaomo was doing well, he didn’t want to force him anymore. Forced love has no result. That was not what he wanted to see. Since Hua Xiaomo had chosen another man, he could only generously bless him, could only swallow all his bitterness with tears in his eyes.

Silently in his heart he blessed them, wished them eternal happiness, and he also wished Hua Xiaomo and Candy eternal happiness and joy. But he really did still long to be with the two of them.

The next day when Hua Xiaomo went to work, for some reason he just didn’t seem very energetic. Looking at all those people, he felt a kind of confusion.

During the meeting he kept spacing out. Thankfully Zi Yunsui called his name a few times before he came back to himself. For a moment he felt a bit embarrassed. After the meeting, Zi Yunsui went with him to his office. Seeing that he didn’t look so good, he made him a cup of coffee and set it down in front of him.

"What are you thinking about? Seeing you so absent-minded, I can’t help feeling very worried about your state. By the way, there’s only one week left until Children’s Day on June 1st, and that’s when our movie will be released. After that, I think we’ll definitely be very happy, and our agency will also get very good results!"