This house compared to his old is like night and day. He always thought he had at least a small understanding of him over the 4 years he slept with him, but it all seems wrong now.

He’s like a different person. He doesn’t even know why he came to see him when Ambrose is back.

Caitian looked at A-Xuan’s face intently when he finished playing the song, he looked sad and seem to repress some feelings.

The song A-Xuan played is called Amour Eternel. It’s the symphony Kalel wanted him to play at the gala.

It doesn’t exist in this world, he just wrote lyrics to accompany it. Maybe I shouldn’t have played this song.

A-Xuan felt his wings deploy and woke up. Wings are intimately linked to the fairy’s emotions. If it feels like the emotions of the fairy are unstable, they’ll deploy so he can fly away from the situation that triggered it.

A-Xuan retracted them and closed his eyes for a few seconds. When he opened them again, all his emotions were gone.

He can move on from the previous life if all his focus is on the current one, but playing that song reminded him of Kalel and their family.

I won’t think about it anymore. He uploaded the song and decided that this song will represent the end of his old life.

When he uploaded the song he felt a weigh-off his shoulders. He closed the laptop and turned. He was surprised to see Caitian.

He doesn’t like the fact that this is the second time he’s taken him by surprise. I’ve given him way too much power.

A-Xuan asked expressionlessly:

"Who let you in?"

Caitian didn’t answer he just looked at him. It’s weird, he feels like he already heard this song in all his dreams. He often has dreams of Ambrose and this melody. It’s the song Ambrose plays every time.

He frowned and asked:

"Where did you get this song?"

A-Xuan asked confused:

"What do you mean?"

Caitian asked frantically while approaching him.

"That melody you played on the piano who wrote it?"

"I did. Why, do you have a problem with it?"

He doesn’t mind the fact that he’s obsessed with Ambrose but he won’t tolerate him shitting on this song.

Caitian looked at him stunned. He said lost:

"That’s not possible, you can’t be the one who wrote it."

A-Xuan stood up facing him, and said expressionlessly:

"Your job is just to help me become famous, I don’t need your input on my music. Get out."

A-Xuan contoured him and left for his room. He slammed the door behind him and sat on the edge of the bed. He looked down fuming as his hand tightened into fists.

This is the first time he feels like it would be best to stay away from his husband and collect his soul-flake once he dies. Once I destroy Ambrose I’ll leave the planet.

Caitian feels like he’s going insane. He knows that this is the song from his dreams, but why would A-Xuan create it and not Ambrose? Ambrose is the one he sees in his dreams but he only feels comfortable around A-Xuan.

He’s even the one who played the song from his dreams. How is this possible? Caitian walked out of the music room looking toward A-Xuan’s room hesitant. After a while, he left before looking back one last time.

He left for home and got into the shower to calm his erratic heartbeat. Ambrose is the only thing he hung on to because he saved him. His childhood was miserable, his father was a misogynist.

Despite that, he still married a beast woman and made her life a nightmare. That coupled with his daily drinking made his house hell. Every time his father would beat her he would lock him in a dark box.

Being trapped there for hours he became claustrophobic. His father was a high figure so they would have to go to a lot of events. He would always present him proudly with a hand around his shoulder.

He felt disgusted that the hand around his shoulder was used to beat his sweet mother. It made him averse to any kind of touching. When this was happening for a while, one day he saw Ambrose walking down the street.

He passed in front of him and smiled. Over time he was often around him and every night he would dream of him sitting in front of a piano, playing that beautiful song.

The night became his favorite time after his father stopped him from going out. He thought he should focus more on studying than his friends.

Even now with both his parent’s demise, he still feels the same way he did back then. He’s just glad his mother passed away in her sleep with a potion, then by his father’s hand.

When Caitian finally made a name for himself he killed him and tossed his body in the dark forest for all the beasts to feast on. He watched the whole scene expressionlessly.

He thought with him gone he would stop having this aversion to touch, but nothing changed really. Caitian turned the light off and lay on his bed. He fell asleep and had the same dream as usual.

He woke up and turned the light on gasping for air, his chest kept going up and down.

He closed his eyes focusing and when he opened them again they were filled with regret and fear. He had the same dream but this time the face was clear as day.

It’s A-Xuan. He’s been using him as a replacement for Ambrose when it was him all along. He was sure Ambrose was the one in his dreams because he was the only fairy around him.

Even young fairies would live in the brothel their mother would live in. He used A-Xuan as a substitute to relieve himself, he’s never gonna forgive him. He buried his face in his hands.