As soon as they returned to their room, Julian was pushed against the wall by Ethan and thoroughly kissed. The man’s kiss was much more forceful than usual, carrying a devouring sensation.

For a brief moment, Julian even tasted a metallic tang in his mouth. The coppery, salty taste of blood made him frown slightly. It was unclear who was injured, nor whose teeth had crashed into whose lips, only that this kiss was growing increasingly fierce. And Julian himself was contributing to that wildness. 𝐟𝚛𝕖𝚎𝕨𝗲𝐛𝚗𝐨𝐯𝐞𝕝.𝐜𝗼𝗺

For some unknown reason, Julian seemed to sense that the man was terrified. The pounding heartbeat transmitted through the thin fabric to his chest, frantic and out of control. Obviously, he did not show anything outwardly, his facial expression remained unchanged, and the strength of the arms tightly holding Julian’s waist was still incredibly powerful. Yet Julian could see a hint of hidden vulnerability and frailty within it.

This seemingly crazed, aggressive kiss carried a touch of pleading and clinging, as if the moment Ethan loosened his grip even slightly, half of his world would completely vanish from sight.

Their scorching breaths mingled, blending with unspoken insecurities. Julian’s enthusiastic response, wrapping his arms around the man’s shoulders and threading his fingers through his hair, acted as a reassurance for the man, as well as a silent permission for Ethan to be even more audacious and possessive.

The man scooped Julian up, lifting him completely off the ground and taking long, hurried strides toward the bed. Along that short distance, the clothes of both were hastily stripped off, each item dropping gradually to the floor, mercilessly trampled upon by the bare feet of their owners.

The mattress sank at the exact moment Julian spread his legs wide, arching his body to endure Ethan’s thrust. Previously, the man had only done a cursory preparation, but the tight entrance had just experienced a wave of passion that morning, making it not too difficult to enter. It was just that Ethan’s size was not easy to take in, and he thrust all the way in at once, then without stopping, he crazily pounded inside, making Julian feel as though he could not catch his breath for a moment.

He parted his lips trying to gasp for air, his moans seemingly choked in his throat, submerged by the rushing stream of pleasure so much that no words could be articulated.

But even if he momentarily could not withstand such intense collisions, his body tensing to the point of trembling, Julian absolutely did not back down or reject the man weighing heavily upon him. In fact, for a brief moment, he even tried to reach up, wrapping both arms around that sturdy, sweat-drenched bare back to hold Ethan tightly.

The blazing heat transmitting from the other’s skin made him even more dizzy. His words were constantly shattered by Ethan’s deep and rough thrusts, disintegrating into the air, yet he resiliently gritted his teeth to finish his sentence, as a way to soothe the insecurity that was devouring the other’s sanity: "Mng... ah... I’m... right here... ah..."

As soon as those coaxing sounds faded, those swollen red lips were once again filled by the man with a deep kiss, forcefully swallowing all the broken sobs.

Today, Ethan was taking him with a rhythm that was both forceful and fierce, entirely discarding his usual tenderness, replacing it with absolute possession, and yet, somehow deep within his heart, Julian extremely liked this rough style.

The violent and rapid friction brought about a foreign yet magical pleasure. He realized that occasionally changing to such a wild style truly made one feel an explosive amount of joy and stimulation in bed. This feeling of ultimate excitement was exactly like the way they frequently used various toys to add flavor, pushing all senses to their absolute peak.

If one were to ignore the slightly somber atmosphere, Julian secretly thought that today would definitely be a highly enjoyable session.

Before long, Julian was relentlessly pounded by Ethan until he came. His gaze fractured, his pupils seeming to lose their focus. But Ethan, the person who had maintained an incredibly fast pace of thrusting for quite some time, seemed as if he didn’t know what fatigue was. Julian’s orgasm had not completely faded before Ethan suddenly hugged his entire body up, spinning him around to change Julian’s posture.

In the split second when his entire body was placed kneeling face down on the bed, Julian briefly felt that he could not handle it anymore. Even though he wanted to coax the man, he had just climaxed, and continuing to endure such deep thrusts was truly too overwhelming. So Julian used his strength trying to crawl forward, creating a little time for himself to breathe.

But the man did not let him off. Ethan grabbed Julian’s leg and pulled him back, then slammed in to the hilt in one go. Slick fluids dripped down onto the bedsheets, soaking an entire patch.

"Ah... hubby... hic... I’m right here... hic... spare me... I’ll die... mhm..."

The pitiful little opening had swollen up, flatteringly swallowing the vicious weapon that was continuously striking that sweet spot. The insides were pounded until they went completely soft, twisting and tightly biting onto the member. The man exhaled a long breath, throwing his arms around Julian, burying his head into the hollow of his shoulder, frantically inhaling his scent.

"Jules, you won’t leave, right?"

Clearly, he was the one being fucked to the point of feeling like he was about to die, but for some reason, the man’s simple question made Julian’s heart ache. In a daze, Julian turned his tear-stained face to the side, desperately seeking the man’s lips, gently touching them as if wanting to comfort him.

"N-Not leaving... mhm... for... for my whole life... ah... I’ll stay with you... Don’t! P-Please slow down a bit."

But Ethan could not slow down.

Julian cried until his voice went hoarse, calling out Ethan, calling him hubby, calling out everything in a mess, only hoping that the man would show him a little bit of mercy. His lower abdomen was sore and achingly bloated, and one could even vaguely see the outline of the member moving in and out. Ethan even maliciously pressed down on it, making it impossible to tell if this bastard was truly pitiful or just pretending so that Julian would accommodate him, but he was taking him incredibly deep and fiercely. Every time Ethan pressed onto Julian’s slightly bulging stomach, it would be exchanged for a bout of trembling.

Ultimately, Julian was forced to climax yet another time.

Immersed in the intoxication of passion, one’s mind seemed to have drifted to some unknown realm, leaving only the sensation of every inch of flesh being torn into numbness, thoughts drowned in pleasure.

Ethan flipped Julian over, looking at his baby who was fucked to the point of delirium yet still incessantly murmuring that he would stay by his side and go nowhere, the man couldn’t help but want to bury himself even deeper inside his tight opening.

When Julian had asked if he was afraid, Ethan genuinely wanted to answer that he himself was afraid.

It wasn’t a fear of Julian, but the fear that one day when he opened his eyes, the person lying next to him, buried in his arms, would no longer be the one he loved. That feeling was truly terrifying; it was even more frightening than knowing that one day his beloved would depart from this world.

Death was not scary, what was scary was not knowing if they were truly dead, or if they had drifted away to some unknown horizon.

Ethan only wanted to reaffirm that this person would genuinely stay by his side. And so, the man’s movements became increasingly frantic.

Too frightening, Julian panted. He was about to be fucked to death by the man, his lower half was both burning and stinging, and his entire body was falling apart. His waist was terribly sore, and then that large hand slid over to gently knead and massage it. Julian absentmindedly looked up, accidentally meeting Ethan’s gaze.

Those eyes...

It seemed that Julian saw a flash of panic within them.

But before he could say anything, Ethan leaned down to slowly kiss the corner of his lips, then swept Julian into a deep kiss once again. Their breaths entangled with one another, causing Julian to be completely drenched in the man’s scent and flavor.

The kiss was brimming with the taste of lust, yet it was also overflowing with the intention to soothe.

In a daze, Julian wrapped his arms around the man’s neck, arching his body to completely take in everything of Ethan. Through the hazy mist of his consciousness, he seemed to hear the man planting a gentle kiss by his ear, softly murmuring, "I love you."

"Mhm."

Julian let out a soft hum, and then finally replied in a gentle whisper, "I love you too."

Ethan, I sincerely hope that you will never betray this love of mine. It has been two entire lifetimes before I could genuinely bring myself to trust and completely give my heart to a single person.