The Whole Internet is Shipping Me with My Ex-Boyfriend
Chapter 483 - 3: You Jump Down—If You Die, I’ll Forgive You; After All, We Respect the Dead
Wen Fei said, "I know, your father will come to pick me up. He will definitely come to pick me up..."
As she spoke, she began to cry.
Crying heartbreakingly, like a helpless child.
Crying... incoherently.
Gu Yuan looked at her coldly, in this half-dead state: "Father only wishes for you to visit him once a year to pay your respects, he doesn’t want you to reunite with him. After all, he also wants to see the beautiful side of you, not the you that looks neither human nor ghostly."
"You hate me, don’t you?" Wen Fei suddenly asked.
Hate, of course, hate.
Never let go of that hate, just buried it in her heart without ever saying it alone.
Because that hatred for Wen Fei was etched in her heart as an unforgettable pain, never healed for a day. So when she became a mother, she doubled her efforts to give all her maternal love to Suisui, never letting Suisui lack a single day of a mother’s love.
"Look at me, crazy and confused, asking questions I already know the answers to." Wen Fei’s tone sounded very sad, "I never loved him, and I never loved you, but I found out that maybe I did something wrong. I really did everything wrong, I was all wrong..."
"So what?" Gu Yuan showed no expression when she heard Wen Fei say she did something wrong.
Looking at the once glamorous Wen Fei, who has now become this dejected figure, she only said softly, "These shattered old stories, some have been stitched up, some are still open wounds bleeding. It’s fine if you don’t touch them, but once you do, it only hurts more. Do you understand? I hate you, from before until now, and even in the future, I will always hate you."
The word hate, if said too much, ceases to be hate.
It’s usually buried in the heart, continuing to breed hatred.
So Gu Yuan doesn’t say it often.
She doesn’t want to remove her hatred for Wen Fei.
The current Wen Fei, becoming like this, talking nonsense, directly uncovered Gu Yuan’s inner pain, airing her scars out in the open.
"It’s good that you hate me. You better keep hating me like this, never forgive me."
She started talking to herself again.
Gu Yuan no longer wanted to say anything more to her, even though now half of Wen Fei’s consciousness was sober, not yet in a heavy hallucination.
Before leaving, she said, "I’m not interested in why you’ve become like this, and you don’t need to specially tell me. It’s best if you can always carry all your secrets into that small square box."
After saying that, she left.
The advantage of a large castle is that it looks glamorous, but the downside is that living here alone is very depressing, and then more and more disadvantages will appear, too many to count.
After leaving the castle, Gu Yuan went to that place.
She stayed for two hours once she got there.
When she came out, it was already dark.
A luxurious cruise ship sailed on Jackson Sea Port.
The night covered the horizon, and the harbor bridge was not far from Gu Yuan, the nearby opera house must be bustling. Although she was a bit hungry, Gu Yuan wanted more to stay at the opera house.
The shell-shaped opera house was exceptionally stunning under the night sky.
Someone once said, if you’ve never seen Sydney at night, how can you talk about poetry and the distant future...
Looking at it now, indeed.
Inside the theater, when the lights dimmed, people’s eyes are most sensitive to green, while glaring red disappears first. When the lights came back on, Gu Yuan saw rows of curved red seats.
When buying tickets, Gu Yuan learned there were four programs tonight.
A piano concert, ballet, symphony, and a circus.
Gu Yuan felt her current mood needed to watch an exciting circus, but the circus was scheduled last, so she could only wait slowly.
The lights dimmed, leaving only a beam on the stage, and the pianist in a tailcoat came on stage. Then the unchanging rule followed, the pianist would always tune the piano on stage.
Because, for pianists, any movement can affect the piano’s tone.
Gu Yuan quietly waited for the melody of the piano to sound.
She hadn’t looked closely earlier and didn’t know which piece was tonight.
Until, a familiar tune reached her ears, Gu Yuan listened for a few seconds and heard that it was "Adelina by the Water."
The opening of "Adelina by the Water" was like a small stream gently flowing. As the melody rose and fell, it gradually grew stronger, and a beautiful girl named Adelina came to the riverbank, gently dipping her feet into the water. The river was as blue as her wide-open eyes...
Then, the music softened.
Gu Yuan had heard this piece many times before, and she liked it very much herself.