C/W: read with caution, this Chapter contains heavy themes, reference to assault, and details of newborn’s neglect and death.

Please PLEASE don’t read if this topic is heavy for you, feel free to skip, the next Chapter will be less painful.

Your mental health is way more important than this🥺

Yeon’s POV

Three months later.

The sound of people walking into the...lab? wakes me up.

I’m still not familiar with this place, I’m drugged half the time, and my senses are deliberately dulled by them.

I know they are feeding me low doses of wolfsbane, but I can’t reject the food, this baby inside of me is eating me alive...and even if it kills me, I have to eat something.

I’m lying on the cold floor of the cage, folded in a circle and completely naked as they come closer, it’s better I act as if I’m asleep.

They say less hurtful things when I’m unconscious.

"See? His belly is growing like a real omega and his chest is growing into small breasts" doctor says and his clients hums, the doctor reaches through the gap of the cage bar and feels my stomach, the bastard is confident that the pup is his.

I want to kill him and then kill the pup.

"Wow, how is that possible?" one of the people he brought asks, "apparently, when he presented, his internal organs made that way within the three days...just like a female alpha, it’s magical" the doctor says and moves his hand lower.

"How’s breeding him like?" another asks and doctor dips his fingers between my butt cheeks, he presses down on my hole and pulls his fingers out.

"He is self lubricating, taking him in heat is like paradise, almost better than fucking anything else" he says and I bite my tongue to keep from screaming and attacking them all.

Bastards. All of them.

"A man like this is made just for breeding" someone says.

"When does he deliver?" Another person asks and the doctor walks away, I can hear his movement and the noise of the drawer where he keeps his files opening.

"He should put to bed by the end of this week" he answers them and my heart skips a beat, I’m not ready, I have been locked in this cage, I have been treated like an animal.

All I have done is eat, sleep, eat and be taken by men that disgusts me.

I’m not ready to deliver a baby, no, I’m not ready to see the child at all, not when I feel this way towards it.

"How much is he being sold for?" someone asks and doctor laughs.

"Ask me after his pup is born, a good cow is known for it’s offsprings, right?" he says and the one who asked the question laughs, "fine then, I’ll ask the Lord Hwang myself" the man says.

"Make sure you don’t do it in front of his son, the heir to the Hwang throne is a sentimental fool" doctor says and I hear them leaving, still talking amongst themselves.

The door closes.

"I know you’re not sleeping" doctor says and I open my eyes, I hate him the most, the man with an ugly smile and pushed back brown hair.

"Ah, you stubborn little bitch, maybe I should keep you pregnant, that way you’ll be more compliant" he says and I hiss at him in irritation.

"When I get out of here, I will kill you first, and I will enjoy it" I say and he laughs loud and long, "of course, now where were we? Ah yes, I came to fuck you" he says and I move further into the cage.

"I won’t let you touch me!" I yell at him and he hums a strange tune as he takes off his pants.

"Sperm helps a pregnant-"

"I will kill you!" I shout and two men comes in, they already know the way it’s done, they hear my scream, they come in and force me into position.

As they force me out of the cage I feel wetness sliding out of me and I know it’s not slick, goddess, it can never be slick.

"My goodness...his water broke!" the bastard says with happiness as my shout of struggle changes into scream of pain, "get everything ready, we are about to bring a pup into the world- oh, knock the bitch out" the man says and a blunt blow to the head knocks me out.

I see nothing but blackness as I come to...and when I do, I hear the piercing noise of a baby crying.

I’m in the cage again, still naked, but cleaned up.

My lower part hurts, my fingers touch my stomach and I wince, they performed a surgery to take the baby out of me.

With a grunt, I push myself up to rest my back against the bar, I’m exhausted and groggy, I don’t know how much time has passed, but sweat plasters my hair to my face.

"The pup is very healthy, has been crying for one full day nonstop..."

One full day?

"The pup reacts to stimuli..." the doctor’s voice comes from the other side of the room.

He’s doing his daily diary recording.

My throat is dry and I watch my baby cry, the child is naked, still covered in vernix caseosa, I can’t tell if it’s a boy or a girl...I just listen to it cry and cry while the doctor goes on and on.

One minute passes...two...three...I can’t take it anymore.

I want my pup.

"Doctor...please give me my baby, he has been crying..." I call out with dried throat and he looks back.

"The omega has woken up, demanding to hold pup" he continues to record, ignoring me and I bang the bars of the cage with my bare hand.

"Doctor" I call.

No response.

I bang against the bars of the cage till my hands hurt.

"Doctor, my baby needs to feed!" I call louder, my chest is already heavy and filled with milk, my male omega body is ready to tend to the child I didn’t want.

"Please..." I beg.

"At least cover him up!" I cry out and the doctor keeps ignoring me.

"DOCTOR" my omega shouts through my mouth and I gasp, my throat is starting to tear, I can taste the blood and my heart clenches at how weak the baby’s cry is getting.

"Please, at least just cover him! Please!" I sob and bang against the door.

"My pup! My baby!" I cry out in pain.

"Fascinating, the male omega is releasing milk, like a real omega, that answers the question of how will a man feed his newborn" the man says and I keep screaming.

My scream grows louder the weaker my child’s scream grows.

Until it stops.

The pup shudders once as life leaves him and I drop to the floor.

I don’t know if this is a curse or a blessing for me...but this...this is worse than death to me.