Young Master's Pov: I Am The Game's Villain

Chapter 123: The Weight of a House

Young Master's Pov: I Am The Game's Villain

Chapter 123: The Weight of a House

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Chapter 123: The Weight of a House

Lucien knew I was coming for him before I did.

He left a note on my desk during morning lecture. I came back to Room Seven for my afternoon break and found a folded card propped against my teacup, signed with a flourish I’d come to recognize as his — half formal, half theatrical, the way Lucien did most things in writing.

*The garden bench is yours.*

*The terrace is Valeria’s.*

*The chapel is Seraphina’s.*

*The greenhouse is Elara’s.*

*The hidden room is Nyx’s.*

*The strategic planning room is Draven’s.*

*I have no room. So I’ll meet you in the practice hall this evening, the empty one on sub-level one. Nine o’clock. Come alone, but bring the sword. He’ll want to listen to this one.*

*— L*

I read it twice. Lucien had not only anticipated my approach — he’d catalogued the conversations I’d already had, in order, and selected a meeting place that wasn’t claimed by anyone else. The empty practice hall on sub-level one. A neutral space. No one’s territory.

That was characteristic of him. Lucien occupied positions that didn’t belong to anyone, because positions that belonged to him would have meant he had a place to go. He preferred mobility.

I went to the practice hall at 8:55 PM. Lucien was already there. He was not practicing. He was sitting against the wall, knees up, with his back resting against the stone — the posture of someone who’d been waiting long enough to settle but not so long that he’d grown impatient.

The hall was lit by two Aether-lamps at the entrance, dim. Most of the space was in shadow. Lucien had chosen a position that put him near the center of the room, equidistant from the walls, with a clear sight line to all four exits. A combat reflex even in non-combat situations.

"You came on time," he said, when I entered. "I appreciate that."

"You sent a precise note."

"I did. Sit, please. The wall is comfortable, in its own way. The stone has been warmed by the leyline conduits running behind it."

I sat against the wall, a few feet from him. Nihil rested across my lap. The hall was quiet — no echo of footsteps, no late students practicing, just the low hum of Aether-lamps and the faint pulse of leyline conduits in the wall behind us.

Lucien didn’t speak for a moment. He was looking at the opposite wall, but his attention wasn’t there — it was somewhere internal, calibrating. I’d seen this expression on him exactly twice in two months: once during the bracket reveal at Thornhaven, once during the seven-bloodline concert. Both times it had preceded him saying something honest.

"You’re going to ask me to tell you about my house," he said.

"I’m going to ask you to tell me about whatever you want to tell me."

"That’s a more dangerous question."

"Why?"

"Because Draven was easy. Caelen was already prepared. I’m — neither. I’ve spent two months performing a captain who has everything under control. The performance is convincing because most of the time it’s accurate. I’m efficient. I read situations quickly. I deploy resources well. I’m a competent strategic mind. All of that is true."

"But?"

"But it’s the surface. And you’re not asking about the surface. You’re asking what’s underneath. And the thing underneath isn’t a clean story like Caelen’s. It isn’t a structural framework like Draven’s. It’s — a mess. The kind of mess that doesn’t get resolved. Just managed."

He paused. I could see him considering how to begin.

"Have you noticed I smile a lot?" he asked.

"I have."

"Have you noticed that I almost never smile when I’m fighting?"

I thought about it. The tournament. The team battles. The dueling matches I’d watched him perform. Lucien’s combat face was different from his social face — focused, neutral, almost flat. The warm smile he wore in conversation disappeared the moment a sword left its sheath.

"You’re right," I said. "I hadn’t put it together until now."

"Most people don’t. The smile is what they remember. The combat face fades because they’re paying attention to my technique, not my expression. It’s deliberate. The smile is a discipline. Not a feeling. A discipline."

"What do you mean?"

"I mean the Drakeveil bloodline doesn’t produce calm people. We produce intense ones. The Dragon’s Echo is a bloodline gift that lets us amplify the energies around us — wind, fire, earth, whatever’s nearby — but the gift comes attached to the family’s particular psychological signature. We feel everything at full volume. Anger. Affection. Curiosity. Disappointment. There’s no native dial. The factory setting is *maximum.*"

"That’s why your house has property damage history."

"That’s why my house has property damage history. The Ashen Spire wasn’t an isolated incident. My ancestor channeled too much Echo at an Embercrown fortification because she was angry at something her cousin had said three days earlier. The fortification fell. The Spire fell. A neighborhood of three thousand people had to be evacuated for two weeks because the Aether residue was unstable. My family compensated the affected districts. The Empire passed a law. We learned to be more careful in public spaces. But the underlying problem didn’t go away. It just got managed."

"How does your family manage it?"

"Differently in each generation. My grandfather drank. He died at sixty of liver failure. My grandmother meditated — the formal Veylinor practice, the same one Seraphina was trained in. She managed better than most. She lived to ninety. My father trains constantly — he runs himself into exhaustion every day to keep his volume tolerable for human company. My uncle isolated himself. He lives alone in a tower in the Drakeveil estate’s northern wing and hasn’t attended a family function in twelve years. My mother — my mother chose distance from the bloodline through other methods. We don’t talk about her methods."

The room was very quiet.

"And you?"

"I learned to smile."

"What does that mean?"

"It means the smile is what I came up with. Other family members chose alcohol or meditation or training or isolation. I chose the smile. The discipline of constant pleasant social affect. If I’m smiling, I can’t be raging. If I’m being warm, I can’t be screaming. If I’m performing the role of the gracious host, the gracious captain, the gracious heir, I can’t be channeling Dragon’s Echo through a window because someone said something that triggered my factory setting."

"That’s exhausting."

"It is. Most days it’s the most tiring thing I do. But it works. It’s worked for nine years. I started developing the discipline when I was twelve, after — an incident. The discipline has become reflex. Most of the time I don’t have to think about it. The smile happens automatically. Which is good. Because if I had to choose to smile in every interaction, I’d run out of the energy required, and I’d default to the family’s underlying state, which is — not pleasant."

"What was the incident?"

He was quiet for a long time. The Aether-lamps hummed. Somewhere, very faintly, I could hear the leyline conduits running behind the wall — a sound only Void Sense could pick up at this volume.

"I had a cousin named Aerin," he said. "Two years younger than me. We were close. Closer than I’ve been with any other Drakeveil. She had the Echo stronger than I did. By age ten she could amplify ambient Aether to a degree that took me until thirteen to match. The family had high expectations for her. She was the one they thought would be the captain of the next generation. The face of the house. The person who would represent us politically."

"Was?"

"At ten, she had — an episode. The volume dial broke. Something happened at home — I still don’t know what, exactly. The family doesn’t discuss it. What I know is that she generated enough Echo in our family hall to bring down the eastern wing of the estate. Forty-seven people died. Most were staff. Some were relatives. Aerin survived. She survived because the discharge channel ran outward, away from her body. The wing collapsed on the people in it. She was kneeling in the rubble afterward. Ten years old. Surrounded by what she’d done."

I closed my eyes for a moment.

"What happened to her?"

"The family decided she couldn’t recover from the episode. She was — sealed. The same kind of seal the Sealed Floor uses, but smaller, applied to a person. Her Echo was cut off from her body. She lives now in the Drakeveil estate, in a private wing, with attendants. She’s twenty-one. She doesn’t speak to most family members. She speaks to me sometimes when I visit. The conversations are — careful. We talk about books. About birds. About anything that doesn’t approach the volume she once carried. The seal is permanent. She’ll never cultivate again. She won’t have children. She won’t represent the house. The thing the family had high expectations for is gone, and what’s left is my cousin, who is a person I love and who has been quietly alive for eleven years inside a containment that she chose because the alternative was worse."

"Lucien."

"Yes."

"That’s an enormous weight."

"It is. I’m telling you because you asked. Because Draven told me you would ask. Because I’ve been performing a captain for two months who doesn’t carry this, and the performance is good but it isn’t the whole truth, and the whole truth is what your conversations have been after."

I waited. He continued.

"I started developing the discipline of the smile two years after Aerin’s episode. I was twelve. I’d watched what the bloodline could do to a person who didn’t have the discipline. I decided I would not be that person. The methods my family had developed — drinking, isolation, exhaustion-training — none of them appealed to me. I wanted to remain functional. I wanted to be able to participate in society. So I invented something new. I modeled the smile on a tutor I’d had who was unfailingly warm, even when the household was tense. He was a non-cultivator. He had no Echo to manage. His warmth was natural to him. I copied it. I rehearsed it. By fourteen the rehearsal had become reflex, and I noticed that as long as the smile was on my face, the volume was manageable. I’d found a way to wear my discipline externally. Most Drakeveils try to manage the bloodline internally, and most of them fail. I outsourced it to my own face." 𝙛𝒓𝓮𝙚𝔀𝒆𝒃𝓷𝒐𝓿𝙚𝓵.𝙘𝒐𝒎

"That’s clever."

"It’s survival. The two are sometimes the same."

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