I Have A Baby From My Ex-Husband's Enemy-Chapter 89: Nothing We Can Do, But Why?

I got a call from Alice about Vincent being dead in the house we used to share, burned and destroyed to the ground. I didn’t expect this to happen and for Vincent to end his own life just because of all this?

Is it my fault that I didn’t give him a second chance?

I know it’s not entirely his fault, and I shouldn’t have completely walked away from him without telling him we could be friends without being husband and wife again. But it was too late, Vin was gone. He’s no longer here.

Imagining him being alone in a house full of our memories, consumed by a huge fire in his final moments must have been very painful. I didn’t understand why he had to do all this, but it was enough to make me feel very guilty.

When I first heard about his death, I was speechless and I was so shocked that I didn’t even expect this to happen. The man I’ve known for six years, the man who was my husband and we spent our days together is gone and it’s all my fault.

All of this is my fault, I should have cared more about him and not just left him.

I knew I shouldn’t be thinking about this anymore, considering that he was already my ex-husband and there was a lot of commotion between us after that incident. But still, memories of being with him kept spinning in my head remembering our good days and when we went to spend time together just Vincent and me.

But it was all over, not just our marriage but his life that even chose to leave forever. Did he fulfill our wedding vows? He would not let me go unless death separated us. That’s why he left by ending his life?

I desperately wanted to go to his funeral ceremony, but I couldn’t leave Sean for him. Now Sean was awake and he needed me by his side. Especially with his memory loss, I couldn’t bear to leave my husband alone.

Although I really wanted to at least say my last goodbye to Vin.

"If you really want to go, you can do it. I’ll look after Sean here. You don’t have to worry about this. Just go and say your goodbyes to him." Megan allowed me to go say my last goodbye to Vin.

But I refused, I didn’t think I should go there. Vin already belongs to my past and it’s better that he stays there even though he’s no longer in this world.

No matter how bad he was, we spent time together and it’s one less memory I can’t get rid of. It was the same when losing a family member even though he always said bad things, but we had felt happy together and it hurt.

"No need, I can visit his grave later after Sean recovers. Right now Sean is my life now and also his future which is more important than anything else," I replied.

I tried to contain myself and the pain I was feeling, rather than leaving Sean who needed me. I wiped away my tears, trying to brace myself.

I also didn’t know if he would have let me go if he hadn’t lost his memory.

"Are you sure about that? After all, I know you guys once had a wonderful time together. But right now, you won’t be able to see him again not because of the law that prohibits you but indeed death," Megan said.

"Yes I’m very sure, I’m sure of my choice and I don’t want to think about this anymore for now. I need to focus on Sean’s recovery so that he can return home quickly and meet Carmelia again," I answered her again.

I’m sorry Vin. I was hoping to see you again after you’ve recovered and are happy with your new partner. But you chose to leave taking all these memories with you, leaving me feeling guilty.

The last thing I can wish for you is for you to rest in peace. Now you don’t have to think about me getting back together with you or you having to follow your mother’s words anymore.

Rest in peace, you will always be my past that I will never forget.

One week passed since Sean woke up from his coma, he was finally allowed to go home and we returned home after a long time.

Upon arriving home, Megan and I led Sean inside and there was my mother waiting with Carmelia in her arms.

"Welcome back, my son-in-law. You must not remember me, I’m Dasha. I’m Odelia’s mother, and this is your daughter," my mother said as she handed Carmelia to Sean.

At first he seemed hesitant to hold Carmelia because maybe he had forgotten how to hold a baby. But slowly he began to understand and I could finally see him holding our daughter again.

Carmelia looked very happy, recognizing her father’s warmth after a long time. She seemed to be babbling something we didn’t know but from the way she laughed, she was so happy.

"So you are my daughter. I finally get to see you again, you’re really very cute and beautiful like your mom," Sean said as he rubbed her tiny hands.

She leaned against Sean’s shoulder, just as she had the last time he held her. Do you feel so comfortable, Carmelia?

Daddy’s back.

Soon everything will be okay, right?

I’m glad to see Sean smiling again even though he can’t remember many things. But at least for now he was more relaxed than before.

But... Why does my chest still feel so tight?

Everything should have calmed down, but my chest still hurts so much. Like something was stuck and I didn’t know what it was.

"Odelia?"

I gasped in surprise then turned to him, Sean was looking at me with a confused look. Do I look weird right now?

"Yes, what’s wrong Sean?"

"Come here, I want to spend some time with my family so that I can remember everything well," he said then took my hand.

I smiled at the feel of his hand then we went to the family room to spend time together again.

Don’t worry, I’ll help you remember everything again.

I will make you love me again, just like before.

I won’t give up, until we can get what we have been hoping for for a long time.