The Feral Alpha's Captive - Chapter 91: Rowan
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I met his gaze through Nyxās eyes, holding it for a beat as I let him study me for a bit until he was content.
I did not repy the question.
"Well?" He asked and I knew if he was not a bird, he would have raised a brow at me.
A smile crept onto my lips as I greeted him. šš»šš®ššššš¤š«š®š.š¬šš¢
"Its good to see you too,"
He tilted his head, Nyx conspiritorially quiet. The larger raven turned to her. "And you wonāt tell me?"
"You barely hold me after six months of dropping from the face of the earth, yet you have the temerity to ask me for clan gossip."
"You are rubbing off on me," He replied smoothly. He rubbed his head against her feathers.
Nyx let out a soft, trilling sound, leaning into the contact for a heartbeat before she remembered herself and nipped his ear.
ā"Soft," Vex muttered, pulling away with a ruffle of his feathers. He turned his attention back to me, his black eyes sharp enough to pierce bone. "You have a message from Thaddeus." Gone was the lightness of his tone. "Itās urgent."
The air grew stale as he offered his foot, where the letter was wrapped around.
I reached out, my fingers steady despite the sudden chill in the air, and unfurled the parchment from Vexās leg. The bird didnāt linger; he hopped back to Nyxās side, his silence more telling than any of his earlier jabber.
āI unrolled the scroll.
āAt first, it looked like a standard reconnaissance report. There was a hand-drawn map of the northern ridges, the lines clean and preciseāRowanās signature style. My eyes tracked the familiar landmarks: the Jagged Pass, the Weeping Falls, and the edge of the Deadwood. But as my gaze moved toward the center of the map, the ink began to change.
āThe lines grew jagged, the pressure of the quill so heavy in places that the tip had nearly punctured the paper.
ā"The Red Mist is breathing, Thorne," the first line read, the handwriting slanted and rushed.
āBelow it were coordinatesādegrees and minutes that tracked the mistās expansionābut as I followed them, the logic began to fail. Rowan, the most tactical, level-headed man I knew, had started writing in circles. Literally.
ā14.5 North... it doesnāt stay... it watches... 14.6... no, itās 14.2... it moved backward but I saw the eyes within it...
āMy pulse quickened. Rowan had led an expedition months ago specifically to study the Mist, to find a way to navigate it or neutralize the poison that had been choking our lands and isolating the clan.
He had been when with as many amulets as he could carry to find the exact source of the mist.
āInstead, the paper became a frantic mess of ink.
āThe color isnāt red, Thorne. Itās the color of a scream. I canāt hear the wolves anymore. I only hear the humming. Donāt send more men. If you send them, they will become the hum. I found the center. 42° N, 19° E... no, donāt go there. Itās a mouth. Itās a mouth and we are the tongue.
āThe coordinates were crossed out so violently they were a black smudge. At the bottom, a single sentence was scrawled in a shaky hand that broke my heart:
ā"The moon is a lie."
āI stared at the paper, the world around me blurring. Rowan was my rock, my Beta, the man who balanced my fire with his ice. Seeing his mind unravel onto parchment was like watching a mountain crumble.
ā"Vex," I said, my voice barely a whisper. "Where is he? Where did you leave him?"
āVex didnāt look at me. He looked at the horizon, his feathers tight against his body. "He didnāt come back to the camp, Thorne. He told me to fly. He said if he didnāt give me the letter then, the Mist would eat the words before they could reach you."
āI looked back at the map. The coordinates heād tried to hideā42° N, 19° Eāburned into my mind.
It was deep in the mist, deeper than any one had dared to traverse.
ā"Heās still out there," I growled, the Alpha in me surging to the surface, demanding I hunt, demanding I fetch my own.
ā"Heās not āout thereā anymore," Vex croaked, his voice heavy with a grief that chilled me to the bone. "Heās in it. I told him not to do it."
I stopped, the words were dragged out of my throat, scraping and hoarse. "What are you talking about?!"
But Vex did not lose at me, he looked towards oblivion, the resignation clear on his face. Like he had come to terms with something I could not yet even comprehend.
"He took off his amulet,"
Air was wrung out of my lungs in a violent twist, like the sky itself had reached down and crushed my ribs.
"He took off his amulet," I repeated, the words hollow, meaningless. My mind refused to accept them. "Why would heā"
"To understand it." Vexās voice was flat, drained of all the earlier mischief. "He said the amulets were keeping the truth from him. That the Mist wasnāt trying to kill usāit was trying to speak. He said if he wanted to hear it properly, he needed to meet it on its terms."
"Thatās insane," I snarled, my hands crumpling the edges of the parchment. "Rowan wouldnātāheās the most rational wolf Iāve everā"
"He threw them all away," Vex interrupted, and for the first time, I heard something like fear in the crowās voice. "Every single amulet. Ripped them off his neck, his wrists, his ankles. Said they were chains. Said they were lies. Then he walked deeper into the Mist without them."
The world tilted.
Rowan. My Beta. The wolf who calculated every risk, who never made a move without three backup plans. That Rowan had stripped himself of protection and walked willingly into the thing that had driven stronger wolves mad within minutes.
"How long?" My voice came out strangled. "How long was he in there without protection?"
Vex shifted on his talons, uncomfortable. "Long enough to write that." He gestured toward the letter with his beak. "It took him... hours, maybe. I donāt know. Time doesnāt work right in there. But he was lucid enough at first. Calm, even. Like heād found some kind of peace."
"Peace," I echoed bitterly.
"He said the voices werenāt screaming anymore. They were singing. He said they knew him. Recognized him." Vexās eyes finally met mine, and what I saw there chilled me more than anything written on that cursed parchment. "He said they sounded like the Luna."
My jaw clenched so hard I tasted blood.
"And then?" I demanded. "What happened then?"
"Then he started writing faster. More frantic. The singing turned to whispers. The whispers turned to instructions." Vex ruffled his feathers, agitated. "He kept saying the same thing over and overāāIt wants to show me. It needs me to see.ā And when I tried to pull him back, tried to get him to put the amulets back on, heā"
Vex stopped.
"He what?" I growled.
"He looked at me like he didnāt know me," the crow said quietly. "Like I was the stranger. Like I was the nightmare, not the Mist. And then he smiled, Thorne. Smiled. And told me to go. Said I didnāt belong there. That only those who were chosen could stay."
The parchment trembled in my grip.
"The strangest part," Vex continued, his voice barely above a whisper now, "was that we were so close to home. Weād made it to the edge. Three more miles and we wouldāve been clear. But he turned around. Walked back into it. Like something was calling him home, and it wasnāt here."
Silence stretched between us, broken only by the distant sounds of the fortressāwolves training, metal clanging, life continuing as if the world hadnāt just fractured.
"Did you see where he went?" I asked, my voice barely recognizable as my own.
Vex nodded slowly. "He walked toward the center. Toward those coordinates he crossed out. 42° N, 19° E. And the Mistā" The crow paused, as if the words themselves were dangerous. "The Mist parted for him. Like it was welcoming him home."
I stared at the letter in my hands, at the chaotic scrawl of a brilliant mind unraveling, at the coordinates that had been written and rewritten and finally obliterated in a frenzy of ink.
The moon is a lie.
"How long ago?" I asked.
"Four days," Vex replied. "Maybe five. Itās hard to tell. The Mistāit does something to time. Makes it slippery."
Four days. Five at most.
Rowan had been in the Mist without protection for nearly a week.
No one survived that. No one stayed sane through that.
"Heās gone," I said, the words tasting like ash.
"Heās changed," Vex corrected softly. "Thereās a difference."
I looked up sharply. "What does that mean?"
The crow exchanged a glance with Nyx, something passing between them that I couldnāt read.
"It means," Vex said carefully, "that when I left him, he wasnāt screaming. He wasnāt afraid. He was... calm. Like heād finally found something heād been searching for his whole life." The birdās voice dropped. "And whatever it was, Thorneāit knew his name."
My hands closed into fists, crumpling the letter further.
"Weāre going after him," I said.
"Alphaā" Vex started.
"I am going after my fucking brother." I ground out, brooking no room for him to argue.
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