Spirit Master Girl: Contracting with an SSS-Level School Beauty at the Start-Chapter 454: Regrets

Having had and then lost, beyond doubt, is absolutely regrettable.

Not having had at all, perhaps for another me, there wouldn’t be any regret. Because without possession, there would be no stirring of the heart, no memories between two people, so what regret could there be?

But for this me, it is a profound regret.

Regret not having met you, regret not having known and loved you.

Things are irreversible.

So for this current ’me’, in fact, no matter which possibility, it is filled with regret.

Regret is just regret, it does not have comparability.

The thoughts in Xiao Zhan’s mind are actually leaning towards this as well.

No matter which possibility, it is regret, it is regret, it won’t make one happy, there is no need to compare, and no meaning in comparing.

"Actually, I feel that there’s nothing really to regret," Xiao Zhan said with a relaxed smile to Ye Youlong.

Regret already exists.

Talking about regret is meaningless.

The matter now, to make Ye Youlong happy, that is what is meaningful.

Ye Youlong looked at Xiao Zhan with a puzzled gaze, not understanding the meaning of his words.

Xiao Zhan said, "The premise of regret is the separation of two people, without separation, there is no regret, so between the two of us, there is no regret."

"Not separating, but we will die."

"Death, too, will not have regret."

"Why?" Ye Youlong asked.

Xiao Zhan looked at him, smiled slightly, and said, "Because we die together, dying together, there’s no precedence, and thus there won’t be any regret."

Ye Youlong fell silent.

If one really has to explain it, there is indeed some logic to it.

Flawed logic.

She said, "But if it weren’t for me, you could live longer, and wouldn’t face the threat of death."

"So do you think this is my regret?" Xiao Zhan retorted.

Ye Youlong didn’t speak, only nodded.

Xiao Zhan then said, "But I feel that, you are my regret."

A very heartwarming sentence.

But it’s not just heartwarming.

After hearing it, what emerged more in Ye Youlong’s heart was guilt.

She still couldn’t overcome her own barrier.

Xiao Zhan, seeing her expression, knew her thoughts.

He sighed helplessly, some things and some people are just like that, the victims no longer care, but the defendants still feel guilty.

"You tell me, if there comes a person, whose attribute can counteract the side effects of your Death Aura. Then I just need to form a permanent Contract with her, and both of us would be fine, would you let me Contract her?"

To divert Ye Youlong’s attention, Xiao Zhan suddenly threw out such a question.

Asking this question, he wasn’t shooting blindly, but rather had seriously thought about and researched it.

Having read quite a few fantasy novels, this possibility is actually quite high.

Mutually enhancing and offsetting.

The opposite attribute of death is life, Xiao Zhan guessed if there’s really a way to counteract the side effects of the Death Aura, then contracting with a life-attribute Artifact Spirit is likely the viable method.

Ye Youlong did not expect Xiao Zhan to ask such a question.

She subconsciously hesitated for a moment.

Looking at Xiao Zhan.

Pondering the answer to this question in her mind.

The answer that initially slipped out, suddenly got stuck at her lips.

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Her eyes dodged, filled with panic and pain, afraid to meet Xiao Zhan’s eyes.

The question Xiao Zhan posed, if it were asked before, she would have decisively said ’no’.

Because she had a strong possessiveness and a sense of mental purity, Xiao Zhan was her scale, and she did not allow anyone to touch her scale.

But now, this question suddenly carried the premise of death, and she immediately became less decisive.

Especially since this premise of death was set by herself.

Then she lost that decisiveness.

Xiao Zhan was always paying attention to her expression, subconsciously thinking that Ye Youlong would still respond as domineering as before, but unexpectedly, she hesitated at this moment.

A rare change.

A sense of teasing suddenly arose in his heart.

He said, "You hesitated, it seems that my life is still more important to my wife. Alright, since you are so devoted to me, then I can’t disgrace your trust in me, I’ve decided... from now on you are my main wife!"

Main wife?

Upon hearing these three words, Ye Youlong felt a surge of inexplicable anger.

She looked at Xiao Zhan, who appeared earnest and sincere, as if heaven and earth could bear witness, thinking he would volunteer to give up making Contracts with others and face life and death with her.

But unexpectedly, he chose without any hesitation to make Contracts with others.

And main wife?

Not just one; this meant he was thinking of making Contracts with many.

Ye Youlong thought of a saying, that a man’s infidelity has only two variations: never or countless times.

Thinking this.

Ye Youlong instantly felt nauseous.

The slight guilt she had felt towards Xiao Zhan due to the side effects of the Death Aura was also instantly drowned out by the anger induced by Xiao Zhan’s words.

She grabbed Xiao Zhan’s arm, ready to bite him fiercely.

But just as she grabbed it, and before she could bite, she suddenly met Xiao Zhan’s eyes and her movements froze.

Xiao Zhan’s eyes had a teasing smile, full of affection for her, far from truly wanting to make Contracts with other women.

Ye Youlong instantly understood.

Everything just now was merely Xiao Zhan trying to divert her attention.

She let go of Xiao Zhan’s arm, but her gaze lingered on it, then she reached out, exhaled on it, and wiped it as if cleaning a glass.

Her gaze was filled with pity and heartache.

Xiao Zhan was baffled by her act; she hadn’t even bitten him yet, why was she wiping?

Was it because she thought he was dirty?

Had scabs?

Ye Youlong absentmindedly wiped Xiao Zhan’s arm, as if pondering over a question.

After about a minute, Ye Youlong looked up, her eyes directly meeting Xiao Zhan’s, and said, "I don’t know if I will let you make a Contract, the previous me definitely wouldn’t, the current me seems like I might or might not."

"Perhaps, only when that day really comes will I know what choice I will make."

It was an ordinary statement.

It is normal not to understand one’s own heart.

People change, situations change, the decision you make now does not mean you will make the same decision in the future.

But when these words came from Ye Youlong’s mouth, their significance was much different.

Because Ye Youlong is a person of her word.

She seldom speaks and seldom makes promises, but once she makes a promise, she will fulfill it one hundred percent.

The previous her would absolutely not allow Xiao Zhan to make a Contract.

Now, however, she hesitated.

This also meant that Ye Youlong was changing her mind.

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